After a year has passed since I was trecking around Utah's mountains I can sit back and reminiss, the good times and the bad, the life changing experience now seems like years upon years ago.
This time 2 years ago I would have been off my face in some park somewhere, or fighting with my parents, But no, I am in school, Free lesson lol.
Thinking about "Brat Camp" Aspen Achievement Academy makes me realise JUST how far myself and the other 6 girls have come, at those times when we didn't think we would make it over the next mountain we pushed that little harder and made it.

Life has changed for me, which was the point in Aspen, but, the changes havent been ones I ever expected, When I look out of the window I apreciate things more, the little things, When sitting in a class, the teacher, the pupils, they make me smile, help me, teach me.
Obvious things such as my relationships with people have changed, including Max, Mommy and Dad. Friends have come and gone but I guess thats just being 16.
People dont often know how to react when they realise who I am, well, who I was. It used to make me feel insecure and paranoid, now I just giggle because it is quiet funny to watch their facial expressions change, and the way they treat you. This isnt always possitive, being on brat camp has given a lot of people something to use against me, making up things that isnt always true, again, at first this upset me, now I am immune to it, I prove them all wrong anyway. Well the majority, life would be boring without enemies, everyone has them, it's life.

I lie awake often at night, I wish I was in Utah, under the stars where I wished I was at home, Its amazing the one place I didnt want to be at the time I long to be now and vica versa.
But then I remember about all my material objects I love, and decide it would be better to stay with them, Life without music and computer seems unliveable again, not the best thing to say; but its the truth.

Anway, that was my rant.
This is also a goodbye to this forum, I will check up on replies etc, but i will no longer be commenting or replying. I want to let go of the title "Brat Camp" and focus on life to the day. Living in the past can be dangerous, moving on is the best thing, finally getting back into the outside world again.


Bye.
xxxxxxx

after checking your myspace and posts. ive decided your high on yourself .
you didnt answer a single one of my myspace comments and you put many bulletins about commenting pics . (, so i have blocked you .)

you always seem to think your great , and with that thought no one will be equal

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myspace and posts. ive decided your high on yourself .
you didnt answer a single one of my myspace comments and you put many bulletins about commenting pics . (,

The girl seems to have a lot of friends, if she doesn't know you except off a forum chances are shes not gonna answer.

so she has no time to say even one word . and yet the time to send 6 bullitins all at once about wanting picture comments .

I'll assume you have a myspace, if you'd been on TV and put your myspace up on the internet then presumably you'd have too many people. Think about it, you'd care more about people you actually know than a few hundred who could just be plain creepy.
Quite frankly I'm bored of this argument already so can't be arsed to continue it.

so she expects them to all jump and have time for her . but not teh other way round .

how vain .

I think robo_mark you have been incredibly unfair, myspace is my little peice of fun, I am 17 years old, not 30. YES I am going to post bulletins saying "comment my pictures" not ones saying "let's talk about Brat Camp" I have recently posted about brat camp on my blog, your choice in reading it or not... I have over 1.5K of friends on myspace, I do not reply to comments often, because it takes a long time, best way of communicating is via messages, and are you even sure you have the right account, there are fakes of me on myspace too.

I am no where near "high on myself" I am happy with who I am, and anyway, just for the record all myspace is, is a gigantic ego boost that every teenager wants and loves.

xxxx

There's people pretending to be you?Sweet,that must be amusing.

yes . one person , the fake that POPPY MADE HERSELF

Oh give it a rest will you?

Just leave Poppy alone. She's doing well for herself so stop putting her down and show some respect. Will you people never be happy?

how can you say ''you people'' when there is only one of me .

and she has been ruder to me than i have to her , she is just chosing to look good on this site .

respect for what ?
millions of people are ''doing well for themselves''

Yawn.
You talk balls.

it makes me woonder if you all are like 13 years old ... you seem immune from mature conversation and reason

hey robo_mak you're amazing. your unstinting determination to come through in an argument that has no real point or purpose shows true steel.
do you have a crush on poppy or are you a "brat" they didn't pick to go on brat camp who's still seething with anger?
look at it this way, how do you know poppy is the poppy you think she says that she is? but you can be sure who you are, and that's some wonderful, super-gorgeous, bloodshot mug that knows their own mind and will not listen to reason.
you're no. 1!

btw. 30-yr-old men have not even understood the concept of maturity yet, but all the people who "are like 13 years old" seem to have a point - open your mind... hmmm... la la..

nothing has point iannali , for we are all specs in the grand scheme .
i dont have a crush on poppy , no .

i can hear a hint of sarcasm , but i dont care

I'm glad you're doing ok Poppy, it's nice to see someone is.
Unfortunatly it saddens me to know that one of the girls is now homeless and stripping to survive thanks to being kicked out.
It's a shame parents are able to just give up when their daughter was making such good progress.
Needless to say, reading her "one year later" on her C4 profile makes me sick.

To 'euclidian' -
Who are u talkin about, stripping??
And where is this 'one year on' thing cos i aint red anything o the sort. Let me know, thanx.
...and can we all lighten up and hav a laff.
Here's my effort - Wot goes, 'Oooo'?
A cow with no lips!!! C'mon, its funny.
Saint.

I'm still confused!!
Who has turned to stripping cos she got kicked outta the home?
And why do you feel sorry 4 Lydia? I really liked her and never got the impression she was playing to the cameras.
I wish them all well and wud love sum replies if they're reading this...

Pervert

Never said I've seen her dance, just stated that's what she's doing. Heard it from the girl herself and even her myspace states 'Occupation: Dancer'. How exactly does that make me a pervert?