Originally posted by s-u-g-a-r-*-r-u-s-h: haha! yeah today has been ok thanks. just bin at work though so nowt excitin! hows about you?? saint is stunning!!
yeah I supose for a school day quite fun...there is always a way to make it more exciting...just know avoiding a ever growing pile of coursework...so what does your job entail??
haha yeah, there is always a way bugger about the coursework though i work with a photographer - editing photos n stuff
'Saint: can you be really quick. like as quick as you can!' 'Saint: well...do you think maybe we could try again and get it right this time ' 'Kim: you're a big fat coward really, its pathetic!...Saint: OK i love you...Kim: excuse me?...Saint: I love you...I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU!' 'Saint: n im frightened, cos its a scary thing...love' 'Saint: Kim, theres something else i need to tell you...you hog the duvet! ' 'Kim: psssssst! ....Saint: *looks kim up and down and continues knitting* Did you feed the cat??' lmfao!
Originally posted by s-u-g-a-r-*-r-u-s-h: EXACTLY!! lol oh i knoooowwww haha! thats why when i saw your message i just had to reply cos i was like omg that person is actually me lol. god i love the l word lol. not bought the dvd as the audience for that is kinda...well...not as wide i would presume?! lol. so if someone found that in my room, i would actually die lol. no way of getting out of that one, not even the trusty hot men cover-ups would save me lol i did manage to watch the first series on u tube. no ones put up the second/third series though highly gutting once id just got hooked n then couldnt see anymore lol
I had a plan when I brought series one that if anyone found me I would say it was for my friend as she is openly gay. She doesn't know I am but I thought I would say it was for her birthday or something and after her bday I would say it was for xmas. Don't know what I would do now if someone found both. I do however have a very good hiding place for them and on top of where they are hidden is a johnny depp poster so it would probably be fine. Now though I not so sure what I would do maybe I would just tell. (Idont think so though once I am in a relationship then I will tell people!). I am going up to Brighton again quite soon so my aim is to tell at least one person when I am there.
I had a plan when I brought series one that if anyone found me I would say it was for my friend as she is openly gay. She doesn't know I am but I thought I would say it was for her birthday or something and after her bday I would say it was for xmas. Don't know what I would do now if someone found both. I do however have a very good hiding place for them and on top of where they are hidden is a johnny depp poster so it would probably be fine. Now though I not so sure what I would do maybe I would just tell. (Idont think so though once I am in a relationship then I will tell people!). I am going up to Brighton again quite soon so my aim is to tell at least one person when I am there.
LOL! nice!!! if only i had a gay friend i could use for such occasions lol. ooooh i could always invent one! my room is far too small to be able to find a good hiding place so really my dvds quite findable but hopefully it'll be ok, just have to make sure no one goes snooping lol. i'll have to get myself a poster like you!! good one! yeah you see thats what i think...theres no point telling anyone until i find someone ya know. just gonna go with the flow n see what happens lol. aww i'd love to go to brighton!! how fab! hope you have a good time! get you bein all brave n telling people well done hun! its all good!
'Saint: can you be really quick. like as quick as you can!' 'Saint: well...do you think maybe we could try again and get it right this time ' 'Kim: you're a big fat coward really, its pathetic!...Saint: OK i love you...Kim: excuse me?...Saint: I love you...I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU!' 'Saint: n im frightened, cos its a scary thing...love' 'Saint: Kim, theres something else i need to tell you...you hog the duvet! ' 'Kim: psssssst! ....Saint: *looks kim up and down and continues knitting* Did you feed the cat??' lmfao!
Noone cares when your clubbing. As long as I make sure I tell some1 who tells the whole world its all good. I can always blame it on drinking anyway if anyone does find out. Thats what I did last time its all good. lol
haha! thats true. i spose most people you tell probably wont even remember ya in the morning anyway lol. strangers and alcohol is the way forward then! (and no not in that way if anyone else reads that lol )
'Saint: can you be really quick. like as quick as you can!' 'Saint: well...do you think maybe we could try again and get it right this time ' 'Kim: you're a big fat coward really, its pathetic!...Saint: OK i love you...Kim: excuse me?...Saint: I love you...I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU!' 'Saint: n im frightened, cos its a scary thing...love' 'Saint: Kim, theres something else i need to tell you...you hog the duvet! ' 'Kim: psssssst! ....Saint: *looks kim up and down and continues knitting* Did you feed the cat??' lmfao!
LOL! I want to move to Brighton in September and I think being there will make it a hell of a lot easier for me to be open with people because I wont be such a minority anymore. Whether I will tell anyone back home is another issue completly but small steps are a good start
Originally posted by noone knows: LOL! I want to move to Brighton in September and I think being there will make it a hell of a lot easier for me to be open with people because I wont be such a minority anymore. Whether I will tell anyone back home is another issue completly but small steps are a good start
Soo what is Brighton really like...is it a nice place?
he he! god yeah, how cooooool would that be!! yeah im in a minority here n all. my mates are all like anti so its a bit crap really! your right there though, small steps will lead to greater things, ya dont need to blast it out to everyone, just as long as you're happy!
'Saint: can you be really quick. like as quick as you can!' 'Saint: well...do you think maybe we could try again and get it right this time ' 'Kim: you're a big fat coward really, its pathetic!...Saint: OK i love you...Kim: excuse me?...Saint: I love you...I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU!' 'Saint: n im frightened, cos its a scary thing...love' 'Saint: Kim, theres something else i need to tell you...you hog the duvet! ' 'Kim: psssssst! ....Saint: *looks kim up and down and continues knitting* Did you feed the cat??' lmfao!
I live pretty close to Brighton, it's a super place =] I was just wondering, has anyone ever been to/seen Munch Box? I figure it hasn't got the sign up and such like, because they wouldn't pay rent for the shop all year round... But obviously, the building's there. I think I might go for a look around next weekend or something!
Well back to what you were all saying... I totally have a 'Saint thing'. I'm not so sure I have a 'girl thing' though. Just Saint... so hott x
Originally posted by noone knows: LOL! I want to move to Brighton in September and I think being there will make it a hell of a lot easier for me to be open with people because I wont be such a minority anymore. Whether I will tell anyone back home is another issue completly but small steps are a good start
Soo what is Brighton really like...is it a nice place?
Its absoulutly amazing the best place honestly. Its like a small lovely london. The clubs are absoulutly fab. I just love it. Honestly since I went the first time everytime I get home I look forward to my next trip. Its so fab there.
Sugar rush I dont think I will ever be blasting it out! LOL! The small steps however are feeling very good so I think I will carry on with them.
sounds good to me! i'd love to visit brighton! i'd love to see em filming sugar rush there. that would be amazing! mind you, i'd blatantly be one of those poeple whos actually stops to watch n therefore messes up the filmin lol. oh well!! noone knows - yeah blasting out is a bit far fetched lol. glad your happy though, you've made a good start and yes saint is actually amazing! everything about her is fab!
'Saint: can you be really quick. like as quick as you can!' 'Saint: well...do you think maybe we could try again and get it right this time ' 'Kim: you're a big fat coward really, its pathetic!...Saint: OK i love you...Kim: excuse me?...Saint: I love you...I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU!' 'Saint: n im frightened, cos its a scary thing...love' 'Saint: Kim, theres something else i need to tell you...you hog the duvet! ' 'Kim: psssssst! ....Saint: *looks kim up and down and continues knitting* Did you feed the cat??' lmfao!
When I went up last time they were filming something not sugar rush there was this girl on her phone and they were filming her from across the road. I bet you it gets used for filming a lot though coz its such a nice area. Plus you could pretend it was london. I am really really counting down the days now. I brought a new top too!
The hardest thing for me about coming out is that I dont think anyone will expect it. I am such a girly girl I really am. I dont think people will have any idea. Especially not my friends. I sometimes wonder if my mum has any incling but I really don't think she does. I don't help with all the celebrities I go on about.
Originally posted by x_DOnt StOP mE noW_x: thanx for telling me a bit about Brighton noone knows...I can't wait to go there one day!!...I hope everything works out for you!!
Originally posted by s-u-g-a-r-*-r-u-s-h: EXACTLY!! lol oh i knoooowwww haha! thats why when i saw your message i just had to reply cos i was like omg that person is actually me lol. god i love the l word lol. not bought the dvd as the audience for that is kinda...well...not as wide i would presume?! lol. so if someone found that in my room, i would actually die lol. no way of getting out of that one, not even the trusty hot men cover-ups would save me lol i did manage to watch the first series on u tube. no ones put up the second/third series though highly gutting once id just got hooked n then couldnt see anymore lol
I had a plan when I brought series one that if anyone found me I would say it was for my friend as she is openly gay. She doesn't know I am but I thought I would say it was for her birthday or something and after her bday I would say it was for xmas. Don't know what I would do now if someone found both. I do however have a very good hiding place for them and on top of where they are hidden is a johnny depp poster so it would probably be fine. Now though I not so sure what I would do maybe I would just tell. (Idont think so though once I am in a relationship then I will tell people!). I am going up to Brighton again quite soon so my aim is to tell at least one person when I am there.
why do you need to hide the L word for lots of people watch it. i am a bloke and i'm not gay or nothing but i think you should be who you are no matter what. you should talk with you friends and family cause they may support you and the fact that you have a gay friend she could help you in ways you could break it to people that might help.
any way if you ever need a male perspective on things i will be gladly give you advice
aww how cool!! i would love to see anything be filmed! yeah probably is filmed a lot, looks nice from what ive seen! haha get you buying new stuff for your holiday! how come your there so often then? do you live nearby or something? know people there? yeah, im not that girly. well i am, but not like really really, and my friends have joked in the past about me being gay cos i dont go on about celebs n stuff like you. i like to keep myself to myself in that respect (probably due to all my confusion and suspisions lol) so theyre like oh well your obv gay then. so in come the pathetic hot men covers lol. but yeah, i dont think they'd be overly shocked if i came out, but then, they're pretty anti gay so i wouldnt do it anyway lol. i need to find myself someone, and then i may think about coming out lol. at least then you could be sure couldnt ya. grrrrr!! far to confusing!
'Saint: can you be really quick. like as quick as you can!' 'Saint: well...do you think maybe we could try again and get it right this time ' 'Kim: you're a big fat coward really, its pathetic!...Saint: OK i love you...Kim: excuse me?...Saint: I love you...I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU!' 'Saint: n im frightened, cos its a scary thing...love' 'Saint: Kim, theres something else i need to tell you...you hog the duvet! ' 'Kim: psssssst! ....Saint: *looks kim up and down and continues knitting* Did you feed the cat??' lmfao!
Originally posted by s-u-g-a-r-*-r-u-s-h: aww how cool!! i would love to see anything be filmed! yeah probably is filmed a lot, looks nice from what ive seen! haha get you buying new stuff for your holiday! how come your there so often then? do you live nearby or something? know people there? yeah, im not that girly. well i am, but not like really really, and my friends have joked in the past about me being gay cos i dont go on about celebs n stuff like you. i like to keep myself to myself in that respect (probably due to all my confusion and suspisions lol) so theyre like oh well your obv gay then. so in come the pathetic hot men covers lol. but yeah, i dont think they'd be overly shocked if i came out, but then, they're pretty anti gay so i wouldnt do it anyway lol. i need to find myself someone, and then i may think about coming out lol. at least then you could be sure couldnt ya. grrrrr!! far to confusing!
'Saint: can you be really quick. like as quick as you can!' 'Saint: well...do you think maybe we could try again and get it right this time ' 'Kim: you're a big fat coward really, its pathetic!...Saint: OK i love you...Kim: excuse me?...Saint: I love you...I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU!' 'Saint: n im frightened, cos its a scary thing...love' 'Saint: Kim, theres something else i need to tell you...you hog the duvet! ' 'Kim: psssssst! ....Saint: *looks kim up and down and continues knitting* Did you feed the cat??' lmfao!
let me explain my self i am abloke and not gay or anything but i like sugar rush. i notmaly post on the hoolyoaks website and and new here. but if i could help you in anyway please let know
aww bless ya thanks uptown thats cool of ya. i love sugar rush!! sorry ive gotta go for now, im off out. but talk to ya soon
'Saint: can you be really quick. like as quick as you can!' 'Saint: well...do you think maybe we could try again and get it right this time ' 'Kim: you're a big fat coward really, its pathetic!...Saint: OK i love you...Kim: excuse me?...Saint: I love you...I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU!' 'Saint: n im frightened, cos its a scary thing...love' 'Saint: Kim, theres something else i need to tell you...you hog the duvet! ' 'Kim: psssssst! ....Saint: *looks kim up and down and continues knitting* Did you feed the cat??' lmfao!
Hi uptown it nice to talk 2 ya! Where I am from noone watches it or talks about it. I have sort of given hints that I watch it to my gay friend before but nothing major just like knowing characters names and stuff. At the moment it would just cause me trouble to come out. I think once I am in a relationship and out of where I live it will be easier. I mean if people are going to talk about me I'd rather not hear it! Its nice to here a male point of view!
I am 18 by the way but I dont know whether that was a general question or not.
S*u*gar rush I have always been a very into celebs person so pretending I fancied guys hasn't been very hard. If I really like them as an actor I just add on to it. I have friends and cousins up in Brighton so that is why I visit a lot. Once I ralised I was that got worse though I mean even in my diary where I would sort of touch the subject without actually saying what it was in case someone read it I used to occassionally use cover ups. Thats how worried I used to be about people finding out. I still am a bit worried but I have to say in my diary I don't worry to much anymore. I just figure if my mum did find out I'd have to talk it out with her. I worry more about what people at college and friends would react like.
yeah today has been ok thanks. just bin at work though so nowt excitin! hows about you??
lol
but hopefully it'll be ok, just have to make sure no one goes snooping lol. i'll have to get myself a poster like you!! 
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