i'm always updating my cousins what happens in skins coz they only watch bits...

when i told them about this; i described the scene and they were caught off gaurd and one of them started crying!

it was emotionally draining and the death of their childhoods is just so upsetting...

i'm 17 and i feel like everything around me is getting so adulti-fied now...haa and i still say things like "adulti-fied"!!
- it's so scary, i don't feel ready! not to give my AS exams and not to grow up any older...i'm kinda terrified... and it's comforting to see a show like skins and see so are others, but that we're all in the same boat and HAVING to grow up whether we want to or not

^nobody wants to grow up its so sad

Ahh I'm getting depressed now.