i used to cut my self also! until my gf saw the cuts:s but nope never had an eatingdisorder either, tho cassie did help me to get away with eating less
eating disorders are all in the mind! its like if you dont wanna do something and everyone keeps telling you and hassling you to do it you just refuse to to eat even more! greta deal of it comes down to attention seeking. people get critised for that, sating there not ill just attention seeking, but they are ill. Its all in the mind!
Originally posted by sammy-hammy: i used to cut my self also! until my gf saw the cuts:s but nope never had an eatingdisorder either, tho cassie did help me to get away with eating less
ouch. why did you and frogman decide to do that? obviously not together, but i mean, i hear about people who self harm on like the radio 1 surgery on sunday nights (little plug), but i can still never understand it. i would never be able to do that to myself, personally. i mean things must have been really bad to get to that stage. tell me to funk off if you want, im just interested. sorry.
Originally posted by sammy-hammy: i used to cut my self also! until my gf saw the cuts:s but nope never had an eatingdisorder either, tho cassie did help me to get away with eating less
ouch. why did you and frogman decide to do that? obviously not together, but i mean, i hear about people who self harm on like the radio 1 surgery on sunday nights (little plug), but i can still never understand it. i would never be able to do that to myself, personally. i mean things must have been really bad to get to that stage. tell me to funk off if you want, im just interested. sorry.
i didnt mean for you to tell me to funk off! lol tsk tsk.
i havent had an eating disorder. there was a time where i would miss meals especially breaky coz of bullying and dealing with my sexuality, i just got too sick to eat. but thats not really anything compared to some people.
ouch. why did you and frogman decide to do that? obviously not together, but i mean, i hear about people who self harm on like the radio 1 surgery on sunday nights (little plug), but i can still never understand it. i would never be able to do that to myself, personally. i mean things must have been really bad to get to that stage. tell me to funk off if you want, im just interested. sorry
it's alright, i'm quite open about it... to be honest, I never really knew why I did it. I just always had a compulsion, I was depressed because I felt that nobody cared, and that I was going nowhere, and I was alone, i also crumble under the pressures of life...I just blamed myself, and wanted to punish myself or feel better...a small bit was attention seeking I will admit, Im not proud of that, but anyway, I never got the attention :P, a year ago I confessed all to my mum who ive become quite close to, and so promised that I would never do it again, i still get crazy urges, and even had a relapse recently...but im getting better I dunno its not a good reason, its a really bad reason, but its who i am :/
Just please don't judge me on it...hope it cleared stuff up regarding me
ouch. why did you and frogman decide to do that? obviously not together, but i mean, i hear about people who self harm on like the radio 1 surgery on sunday nights (little plug), but i can still never understand it. i would never be able to do that to myself, personally. i mean things must have been really bad to get to that stage. tell me to funk off if you want, im just interested. sorry
it's alright, i'm quite open about it... to be honest, I never really knew why I did it. I just always had a compulsion, I was depressed because I felt that nobody cared, and that I was going nowhere, and I was alone, i also crumble under the pressures of life...I just blamed myself, and wanted to punish myself or feel better...a small bit was attention seeking I will admit, Im not proud of that, but anyway, I never got the attention :P, a year ago I confessed all to my mum who ive become quite close to, and so promised that I would never do it again, i still get crazy urges, and even had a relapse recently...but im getting better I dunno its not a good reason, its a really bad reason, but its who i am :/
Just please don't judge me on it...hope it cleared stuff up regarding me
oh god, i dont judge. have no fear. its not a bad reason. its your reason, and for that alone, its a good reason. if that makes any sense?
im glad things are getting better. things get better slowly in their own warped way. im sure you know that.
awwwwwww!!^^ no nobodys judging u frogman! it carnt b easy to talk about it:S glad ur not doing it anymore anyway and atleast now u can talk to your mum openly about it whenever needs b and if u do feel like that again u can talk to her xxx
^^ Yeah I understand what you're saying, and its cool, I dont mind sharing
But I think I might find it hard if/when Cassie self harms later in the series, not only because i'm quite fond of her character, but because it'll be a reminder really of me..anyway, we'll see
awww yeah!!! it will be close to my heart aswell. least u have your mum to talk to now tho frogman ey.. hope u will be alrite. am always here to talk aswell x
lol thanks -StaceY- really appreciate it I will admit though that I find it difficult to talk to my mum sometimes, like she doesnt know about the last time I did it...
Oh well...sorry to bring up this rather depressing subject people, I'll try to be more happy happy happy in future lol
its not attention seeking!!!i tried everything i could 2 hide my condition and when people started asking questions i denied it flat out!!!!i jst always thought of myself as bein a little bit 2 heavy nd the thought of food almost made me throw up....any1 out there suffering from it please take a good look in the mirror nd c that ur beautiful!!!
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