its all gone so quickly hasnt it? its weird though because at first i was really, really lonely and i hated it. but now im just used to it so im not bothered to make an effort grr!

ok guys ive gotta go to lacrosse, not sure if ill be on later because were going to see a house grr xxxxx

bye hon.
chin up.
xxx

mel, you should just do whats right for you. there is a whole world out there, go and explore! life has a way of working itself out, enjoy uni it will be over before you know it and you'll have a real job in the real world!

i would be gutted if you left the forum but if you feel you need to we all understand, just let us know first so we can say a proper goodbye! x

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO hyperventalating! breathe breathe!! in and out in and out! i understand how you feel! i just read it and it came to a little shock thats all. do what you wish cuz we will support you all the way

crossy!!!! im so pleased your here!

things are changing, our little mel mel is contemplating leaving. you'll never leave will you crossy?

HOLY BEARD NO! this is my home! i could never leave! they mods would have to pry me away with a crow bar! i love this place! can't get rid of me!

same here!!! im so pleased!!!

i love mel 2 bits i hope she can stay! i hope she will still meet up with us if she decides to leave.

yes me too! i would like to meet my orginal family member starter!

any luck yet with the planning??

just keeping my ears open about the signing. if we haven't heard anything by april we'll plan something for the summer. x

same here! who knew that these feelers i have out are useless!

im going to make the tea now crossy, i'll be back about 9ish. hope to see you then. x

hope so! if not im on here for the majority of tommorow! xxxxxxxx

Been out all day but just read Mels posts. You know what I went through in the end i went to see a counsillor cos needed to know if it was me or x that was cracking up, he'd convinced me it was all in my head. Everyone i knew had told me it was him but thought the were protecting me. Finally went to see someone just to talk it through something i thought i would never do and it really did help gave me the confidence to re-build my life.

Theres nothing wrong in asking for help. Hope you don't leave we all heart you. Know what you mean though I seem to come on here as soon as i come in . will have to slow down soon cos work is starting to come in big time

sorry guys i didnt mean to make such a big deal out of it, i just feel this is taking over if you get me. but i love you guys so much, just wish i had something like this outside of here argh

we all have a great friendship and we can celebrate it when we meet up. as i said earlier mel you will meet many people in your life who you will form great friendships with, until then your stuck with us!!!!

some of us are quiete nearby, would be nice zas a regular thing. mel put yourself first; we'll support you! i have advice ... my gf, i met on an online community like this, and we were great together, visits were far apary, but more special :] we can 'real' friends, see what happens in summer!

perhaps a break wud be good... or just less time?

thanks terry, i just dunno. i want to try and come here less but to be honest, i dont have anything to do lol if that makes sense. ive so much free time. hmmm

how are you feeling today mel???

not great after all of this fighting tbh

Ahh ok well we here now

dont let the fighting worry you mel! in know its not nice but i think its all resolved now. dont let anyone dishearten you from posting WHAT you like WHEN you like. you are a vip on here and that will never change.

Here Here

where is everyone?? nobody is posting and there are loads on line!

been out just got in

hi uli!! come and see me in the 24hr cafe