only trouble is... mel will see all these posts i have made, which is gonna be a laugh...

ooooh yeah, she might realise how genuine you are, just like we were talking about.

lets hope so! did u see how pissed i got one night, and posted my love for her on this thread?

No, how did that go?! Maybe I should look for it. I'm way too nosey...!

Ah...maybe it was deleted. It annoys me when messages get deleted, makes me think I was imagining them! Especially when they're my messages cause then I really think I'm going crazy

i know, theres like holes in conversations! u might see mel or becca saying ARE YOU DRUNK TERRY?!!? for no reason...

needless to say, mine has not got the problem of bannings, or deleted posts... theres even a 'slag off the mods section' its quite a small place really, not much activity, more of a haven for ban-ed... u be member 11, so were getting there!

by joining... u will see some of the fallouts me mel and billy have had, insecurities, jealousy, anger, love!!! its all good! we all threatened to leave more than once lol. u might get an insight to how me and mel have got on... not great at times... maybe i shud delete some stuff

Well we all have our moments, people who never have fallouts with their friends are weird in my opinion!

of course! its been a rollercoater! not sure where the rollercoaster is takin us at the moment... ohh imagary!

lol - as long as it's not oblivion I think you'll be ok

lets a hope a sooooo! shes out at the moment, so im up waiting for her lol, cos we need to talk badly... but she will be a weeeeeeee bit drunk lol

You speak the truth when you're drunk cause you get rid of inhibitions, maybe that'll be a good thing!

lets hope so, i said the truth to her when i got pissed! bit extreme tho!

Lol - is there anyone who isn't extreme when drunk?!

i love how im at 80 odd posts from one nights work!

Lol - too right! I don't think I've posted this many in one night ever! I want 2 gold stars!

i had 1 gold star once... but we just been talkin for bloody ages now, lol

mel wont see what we discussed, as we covered it in other chat, lol!

Yeah how long is it?!

nearly 2 hours we been chatting... in about 5 or ten minutes lol

Lol - long time! I really should get going soon!

yeah, thats no problem, i gonna carry on aiting for mel, lol... look at me waiting!! i waited till 3 am once lol, and we chatted till 5!

You'll become nocturnal!

i care about her too much is all

Aww, that's lovely!