FAN FICTION:

This is my first Fan Fiction ever! I've decided to write about a topic very close to my heart, Hannah Ashworth's Eating Disorder Relapse. First of all I would like to inform you guys of the background information to this storyline:
Hannah is doing very well. University is going great, she is now successfully the entertainement officer, she is closer than ever to Sarah and Nancy and her eating disorder seems well and truly behind her.
Time: Present day on Hollyoaks. Also I've created a new character, Cara, who is currently Josh Ashworths girlfriend.

Chapter 1: Perfection is Bliss

Its 9am and Hannah's getting ready to meet Nancy and Sarah in the SU bar. She was feeling particularly cheerful today, and so decided to wear a tight-fitted white vest, matched with a pair of light jeans, topped off with her favourite clutch bag, some wedged sandals and a chunky leather brown belt. Her hair was wavy and loose, with a small buttefly clip holding it together. The sun was shining, a rare thing, Hannah thought. Not a cloud in sight.Perfect.

H: Mum, I'm off to see Nanc and Sarah.
SU: Ok love, see you later

Hannah made her way to the Student Union bar, aware that she seemed to carry an aura of joy with her, especially today. She entered the bar, and skimmed the room for Nancy and Sarah. Great Hannah thought. Late Again! She made her way to the bar and ordered a diet lemonade. 15 minutes later Sarah stumbled through the door, looking extremely blushed.

SA: Aww Han I am so sorry, I had this modelling job and I thought I'd be back in time but ofcourse they had to re-take all the photos last minute because...
H: Ahh its fine honestly, I havent been waiting too long. I've ordered you a drink, fresh juice, just how you like it!
SA: Aww seriously Han you're a life saver, Im knackered. No sign of Nancy yet?
H: Nah, her phones switched off, must be running late or something.
SA: More like she's blew us off for Ravi...

Hannah and Sarah spent another half an hour chatting before Nancy finally appeared, wearing a grin of delight and smugness.

N: Hiya!
H: Oi, where have you been!?
N: Sorry, Ravi stopped over last night and...
SA: Ahh say no more (grinning)
N: He's such a great guy!
H: Hmm lucky you!
SA: Right girls, who fancies a bit of retail therapy eh?
N: Im up for it!
SA: Oh yeah, thinking of giving Ravi a surprise with some saucy underwear from Lacy Laungerie?
N: (laughing) Now there's a thought...

Hannah, Sarah and Nancy made their way to the shops. Sarah immediately darted towards the changing rooms with a variety of clothes thrown over her arm.

H: Trust her to be the first one to the changing rooms.
N: Uh she is so depressing sometimes! With her looks and figure she could wear a sack and still look good!
H: Yeah..
N: What do you think?

Nancy held up a pair of black thongs complete with a red lacing.

H: Er, a bit raunchy for you innit?
N: Well maybe Its time I started being a bit more...
H: Feminine?
N: Yeah!
H: Well in that case instead of showing me them, show Ravi!

Sarah finally emerged 20 minutes later having tried on half of the shop.

H: Finally!
SA: Sorry, hey I just got a txt from that Dan!
N: You haven't!?
SA: Yeah! Said he wants to meet me tonight!
H: What Dan?
N: You lucky cow! He is gorgeous!
SA: Yeah you're telling me!
H: Hello! What Dan?
SA: This guy from a photshoot, Im telling you Han, he is drop dead gorgeous!
H: Is everyone loved up apart from me?
N: Aww come on Hannah, you could have any guy you want!
H: MMm... (rolling eyes and smiling)

Hannah, nancy and Sarah made their way back to the village.

H: Oh by the way you two, don't forget tommorow!
SA: What about it?
H: Err! The party!
N: Ahh, the one you're putting on for the newcomers?
H: Yeah you know, seeing as its their first time at uni I thought a party would help them all relax.
SA: Right where abouts? SU bar?
H: Yeah, and maybe you could bring Dan eh? (grinning)
SA:Uh I dont even know if he likes me yet!
N: Course he does, why else would he ask you out for dinner tonight?
SA: Uh i dont even know what to wear!
H: You'll be fine, anyway I best be off, my shift at the shop starts soon.
N+SA: See ya Han.

Later that night Hannah sat in her room looking through her photo albums. As she flicked through, memories came flooding back, her first camping trip, her holiday in Italy, her 10th birthday party. She noticed a photo of her, Sarah and Nancy, all in their school uniforms. The Good Old Days Hannah thought smiling. When Hannah thought back, she realised how far she had come. Only last year she was starving herself to death, obsessing over looks and full of insecurities.
She looked at the time. 9.30pm. Sarah would be meeting Dan now. And no doubt Nancy and Ravi would be cuddled up on the sofa together. John Paul with Craig in Dublin, even Josh had found love in the form of Cara. What about me? Where's my night in shining armour, my guy? It was then that Hannah wondered whether she ever had really gotten over her insecurities, or had they always been there, waiting for the right moment to pounce? Hannah put the thought out of her head, she was stronger than this, and she knew one day her time would come.
But nothing could prepare Hannah for the next few turbulent months that were awaiting her...

Comments so far? Liking it

I like it

Please write moreee!!!

Im always quite wary of fanfics (hence why I never come on the forum!) But I really liked it. You have a very descriptive way with words. Id read if you wrote more.

I really like it!!

wow!
Hollyoaksrocks, lushas and confusedfrog, thankyou all so much! I thought people would think "what a load of garbage" because it wasnt too exciting but im slowly building up to it, with little hints here and there.
youve all made my day, and yeah there will be more coming! Im working on it again as I speak, thanks everyone!
xx

I can't believe you that we'd say it was rubbish !!

Hurry with the next part please!!

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Originally posted by x-confusedfrog-x:
I can't believe you that we'd say it was rubbish !!

Hurry with the next part please!!

Im working on it right now. second part should be up by tonight! I really appreciate everyones support! thank you all so much!

*waits in anticipation*

I love it!!

So addictive!!

Awesome!
more soon please
=D
xx

Normally I don't read the fan fics but saw this about Hannah's anorexia and had to read please carry this on, i really connected with this storyline and would love you to continue
x

this is so good!
i wish i could read more... hint hint

Please put more up tonight!!

Chapter 2: The Leila, The Lies and The Love Rat!

Hannah awoke the next morning, and it took her several minutes to work out the numbers on the clock. 10.30am. Hannah leapt out of bed faster than a tiger pursueing it's prey. THE PARTY! She thought to herself, pulling on the nearest top, clearly in a blind panic.

H: TXT: Sarah ring me asap!

After shoving on a pair of joggy bottoms and a white T-shirt, Hannah darted to the bathroom.

H: RHYS!
R: (Shouting through door) Sorry Han, too slow!
H: I have to go now, the party is tonight and I still need to..
R: Did you say something Han?
J: Can you two be quiet, Im practising my guitar with Cara.
H: Shut it you.

Several minutes later, Rhys flounced out of the bathroom, sporting a smug look. Hannah pushed past him muttering furiously under her breath. 11.00am, Hannah noticed as she rushed towards the SU bar.

SA: PHONE: Hey Han, what's up? Why the urgent text?
H: PHONE: Sarah I need a big favour! I need you to pick the food up for Il gnosh for the party, Im running late.
SA: PHONE: Yeah course I will, Hey last night right, was the best night...
H: PHONE: Thanks Sarah, Ill be in the SU bar.

Hannah hung up. She began putting the decorations up, she wanted tonight to be perfect. 30 minutes later, Sarah appeared with 4 trays of food, and following closely behind her was Gilly.

SA: Hey, here you go Han.
H: Cheers Sarah, I really appreciate it.
G: Alright Han? Come on then, where's these leaflets you want me to hand out?
H: Over there on the table. Mind the glasses though.
G: No probs Han.
H: Sarah you couldn't put the rest of those decorations up could you, Ive just gotta give Kris a visit and the student radio station.
SA: You want me to put those up, dressed like this?

Hannah hadn;t noticed Sarah clothes, but glancing at her Hannah could see Sarah was going to a lot of effort to look good these days. She was wearing a short blue dress, with a black gurdle around her waist, complete with a pair of black heels and a large beady necklace. Her hair was straight but roughed up to give her that "just got out of bed" look. She looked stunning, Hannah thought. After 10 strenuous minutes of persuading Sarah to put them up, in which Sarah managed to huff and puff about 30 times before Hannah had won her over, Hannah finally made her way to the student radio station. She knocked on the door.

K: Come in.
H: Hey! Just came to see if you'd put that announcement out yet? For the party?
K: Yep all done and dusted, so this party just for the first years then?
H: Yeah, I mean Sarah and Nancy are coming along but just to help out.
K: And what about my invitation then?
H: Well yeah you can come, but only if you help out!
K: Great, I'll put my best pair of stilletos on eh?

Hannah and Kris both laughed.
Finally! Hannah thought as the clocked reached 7.00pm. Hannah had decided to wear a strapless white top, with a short puffy skirt, black, and silver shoes with open toes. Her dangly ear rings really set the outfit off, she thought as she inspected herself in the toilets. Students arrived in their dozens, all eager to party the night away. Hannah stood up and scowered the room for Nancy or Sarah. No, not here! Hannah thought sighing. Not even Kris had shown up! She took to the microphone.

H: Hiya, Im Hannah Ashworth, also known as HCC's entertainment officer. Ok so this is for all first years at university, help yourself to drinks and snacks over by the far end of the tables and if you need anything just come and find me.

Hannah turned the music up, as the students began drinking, partying and socialising. Sarah turned up soon after, wearing the shortest mini dress Hannah had ever seen! And with the hunkiest guy Hannah had seen in a long time!

SA: Hiya! (grinning)
H: Hey! Thought you weren't coming!
SA: And miss this fantastic party? As if!
H: Ahh who's this then?
SA: Oh, Dan this is Hannah, Hannah this is Dan
H: Ah the same Dan you said wouldn't leave you alone:
SA: What! (confused)
HGrinning)
SA: Oi you, cheeky cow!
H: Nah im only joking, i've heard all about you Dan
D: Oh yeah (smiling)

Both girls laughed.
H:Nice to meet you Dan.
D: Likewise Hannah.

Sarah and Dan disappeared through the crowds to the drinks table whilst Hannah was approached by a wacky looking Leila.

L: HIIII! Great party!
H: Thanks (eyeing up Leila's crazy mismatched outfit)
L: Im so nervous about uni, what if I dont make any friends?
H: Don't worry you will!
L: I best keep the alcohol to a minimum too, gives me nightmares
H: Ah right (awkwardely)
L: Yeah... for some reason whenever I drink champaign I have nightmares about kangaroos, with no ears.
H: Kangaroos (bewildered)
L: Yeah and the worst bit, they all start chanting my name! "LEILA, LEILA, LEILA" all night long, bleeding things won;t shut up!
H: Right (warily) well I'm just off to see how the rest are getting on, help yourself to some food.

Hannah quickly raced off, in fear that Leila would continue her rant about earless kangaroos. How Bizarre, Hannah thought. As the hours wore on, Hannah noticed Sarah becoming increasingly drunk, and having to be held up by Dan, who looked simply flawless in his tight muscle showing black top and dark low jeans. She knows how to pick them, Hannah thought. By now Kris had shown up and was getting numerous stares from the new students, which seemed to only make him more merry. Nancy on the other hand had completely blown Hannah off, which she wasn't too happy about.

H: You're loving this attention thing aren't you?
K: What can I say, If you've got it, why not flaunt it?

He cheekily slapped Hannah on the bum before disappearing into the dozens of drunk students. Hannah decided to take a breather and went outside.

D: Hey Hannah
H: Dan! Nearly died!
D: (Laughing) sorry didn't mean to scare you.
H: It's fine, Sarah seems to be having a good time eh?
D: Yeah she's a wild one alright.

Dan moved closer to Hannah, and she could smell his strong masculine body close to hers. She shifted awkwardely away but he only seemed to move closer.

D: You look really pretty.
H: Thanks, not so bad yourself.
D: (Moving closer)
H: Maybe we better go back inside...
D: Is that what you want?
H: Yes (Hannah makes for the door)
D: (Grabbing Hannah) Come on Hannah, don't be like that.
H: DAN! What are you doing...

12am. Hannah was shaking from head to toe as she stumbled into her house. What was all that about? What was Dan playing at? What if those students hadn't have come outside for a cigarette? Would he have let her go? He was dangerous, Hannah knew that.
But just how dangerous he actually was, Hannah was yet to find out. She had no idea, that over the next few months, her life would change forever....

Comments?
Thanks for everyone who liked the first part.

P.S I know Im not much into the relapse yet, but Im trying to make it a bit exciting and orginal, not just simply Hannah does not eat, im gradually building it up, but i hope im not boring you all! Its just Hannah is doing amazingly well so to relapse at the slightlest thing would be unrealistic and i want to give it justice, but dont worry we'll be getting to the relapse soon!

What do you guys think

Thanks for updating!! x

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Originally posted by x-confusedfrog-x:
Thanks for updating!! x

No problem. What do you think? I mean I know the relapse hasnt happened straight away but I wanted to build it up and make it very realistic. Is it boring? I wanted to make it original too.

Thanks for commenting!x

its amazing!
i love the whole closeness of the girls and just everything.
trust me its orgignal amazing, and if you write more tonight everybody here will be VERY HAPPY. not that im pushy or anything.
this truely is fab!!
xoxo

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Originally posted by ownitbabyxo:
its amazing!
i love the whole closeness of the girls and just everything.
trust me its orgignal amazing, and if you write more tonight everybody here will be VERY HAPPY. not that im pushy or anything.
this truely is fab!!
xoxo

WOW! Thanks so so much! Everyone is so lovely here. Im working on it right now! Ill try my best to get the 3rd part posted tonight, if i fail then definetely by tommorow! infact if i dont get the third one up tonight, i promise 2mro i will post the 3rd and 4th one! thanks for supporting me!

It's brilliant! =)