wahoo not only is this fic been nominated in the awards at the moment its actually doing ok! PLEASE KEEP VOTING FOR IT IF YOU LIKE IT! and also we are on to our 3rd page which at the end of the day proves to me that people like and enjoy this fic and that makes me happy so i am really glad that your enjoying it basically and ill get writting that next chapter asap so i dont get killed!

oops sorry for confusion meant to say keep writing or ill kill u!

uh yeh i was gunna say i write this fic not you! hehe ill get writing in a min, unless holly is doing it!

no soz im no where near as good a writer as u! i think i still maybe a bit high frm last nite hehe but yeh i am luvin the fic and its sooo good its on three pages ive read it since the beggining and i love it i hope u win i voted for u

aaaaw thanks for voting for me i tell u wat if i go away and im still writing this ill let u know and u can be my ghost writer

Whens the next part gonna be up!!!!!!!!!! I NEED MORE NOW!!!!!!!!!!!! And thanks for voting for me Personaly, i think your a better writter than me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NO WAY AM I A BETTER WRITER THAN U seriously dont be modest your increadble! anyway back to this fic, heres the next chapter!

the room went into slow motion and i watched as if from above amy scream at me to wake up, nurses ran in and pushed everyone out the room amy was screaming holding onto my hand josh ran over and pulled her and ella out the room, god what was i doing i felt like i was floating was i dead why was everything so slow, the nurses pulled out a machine and pushed it to my chest i watched my body spasm and i felt dizzy but i was still floating though what was going on? the nurses charged the machine again and shocked my body i fell far from floating and landed back on the bed i felt like i had been away for ages and yet in reality id only been gone for a couple of seconds, ill never really know what happened but the nurses say my body was dead for around 5seconds and that i was lucky to be alive, if that floaty feeling was death it wasnt that bad, i felt a bit disapointed i hadnt seen a white light or any angels

Amy stood outside the room inconsolable she handed ella to josh and walked over to john-paul and craig, ' you two have both nearly caused my sister to die i want you both to leave, and dont come back until youve sorted out your issues, I DONT CARE LEAVE NOW SARAH MIGHT BE DEAD BECAUSE YOUR BOTH A PAIR OF SELF-CENTERED TW4TS'

josh tried to carefully repremand his wife for her use of language infront of ella but amy just turned around with tears in her eyes and told him ella was nearing 6monthes old and would never remember this and she could say what the f*** she liked, he knew there was no point arguing with her too much was happening but he knew that her being in a state like this was not going to help sarah either.

hannah sat thinking what she would do if sarah was dead, she'd be so alone everyone else had betrayed her but sarah she started crying and josh came over and asked her if she wanted to hold ella as she was her auntie, hannah sat and held the little cherub wandering silently whether this child would go through half as much as she had gone through and she made a silent prayer that ella only had positive happy experiances in her life

spike turned around john-paul and craig were exiting the hospital now was his chance...

more soon....

Brilliant, as always! And anyway, your ahead of me in the votes!

if i could vote for you again i would!

also though thankyou whoever is voting for me i am truly over-whelmed!

Awwww! Thanks! Same here Okay, we're both as good as eachother, deal?

ok agreed! (even if u are a fraction better)

ok enough banter with the fabulously talented kellorne and onto the next chapter

Sarah looked around her room there was definatly less people there it was quite nice there was room to breathe in one corner of the room hannah was asleep on josh's shoulder and he looked like he was napping too, she swivled her head to the left and saw amy pushing a pushchair back and foreward 'amy' 'sarah are you ok i was so scared' 'im fine i can tell im going to be fine'

the boys exited the hospital both feeling stupid for further endangering sarahs life but their thoughts were interupped when a dishhevelled man in sunglasses came up to them, 'how is she' 'how is who' 'sarah' both boys looked at each other and turned back to the man and before he could take off his sunglass john-paul had kicked him in the balls and craig had given him his best right hook then together they dragged him into the hospital to where the police were still interviewing witnesses

john-paul sat next to craig in the canteen and reached out for his hand, 'im sorry i am soo sorry i love you i dont know why i did it i was stupid' 'i know, but its not that easy to forgive you i think we should go on a break i love you too but these past few weeks have been too intense i feel like i need a break from us' 'i know i get it, i just hope we can get back to where we were'

kathy picked up her suitcases and listened to her messages on her phone, mike went over to his wife just in time for her to faint in his arms he listened to the voice message playing " one new message, message recieved yesterday at 19:00pm- mum, mum its amy im on the way to the hospital sarahs been stabbed you have to come back. message 2- 21:00pm mummy please say youve landed i think sarahs died mummy i know we have our differences but mummy pick up the phone. message 3 - 01:00am, mum its ok, she's ok im going to check into a hotel for the night she's going to be ok, she'll be out of hospital in two weeks and she should be really ok after a month or two oh mummy i want you to know if anything should ever happen to you i dont think id forgive myself if i hadnt said sorry to you in person i love you, you know that dont you

ok another chapter soon...

Billiant! As always! And your just as fabulous and talented as me!

yay!spike cant have kids!

he's gay anyway! although that would be a good twist to the real hollyoaks, spike gay turns straight, craig straight turns gay u know it cud happen

BTW, English__rose, read my sig and BELEIVE!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *SCREAMS OUTLOUD AND RUNS AROUND ROOM LIKE A MANIAC*

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Originally posted by English___Rose:
he's gay anyway! although that would be a good twist to the real hollyoaks, spike gay turns straight, craig straight turns gay u know it cud happen

omg,of course!DER!!*mutters to herself*how could i forget hes gay??

OMG i might bring him back into the story so he can see kathy barnes and they can fall in love god what a match, spike and kathy barnes! im going to have a little problem watching spike when he comes back at the end of the week or whenever it is because i wont be able to watch him without thinking of him as the druggie who stabbed sarah!

lol

ok a bonus for the people who are up who read this ANOTHER CHAPTER

ONE MONTH LATER

The hospital called sarah a miracle they had never seen anyone recover from a near fatal stab wound so qucikly she put it down to her friends and family they had all united even amy and her dad were now getting on and jp and craig had got back together and happy, truly happy and kathy was loving being a grandma her and frankie exchanged notes on their grandchildren. and hannah she had put on just over a stone she was up to eight stone and her target was 9 she was sooo close and she had met the most gorgous bloke in the whole world his name was Rory and she really liked him, sarah was going to meet him for the first time today at lunch and she couldnt wait

hmmmm its all a bit too happy might make rory a bit twisted sorry!

LOVE IT!!!!!! I've got a one off up, read it if you want, but remmember its a one off!