Sitting in my room staring into the mirror. I bareley recognise the person staring back at me . She looks exhausted, depressed , alone and terrified.To be honest shes a bit of a waste of space. And whats worse is that she knows that. I guess she must feel exactly like I do. But I don�t really know her that well. I wish I knew her better cos I suppose we are pretty similar. We can both sit in a room, crowded by people yet still feel so alone. We could sit in that room and feel terrified even thought teres nothing in there to be scared of. And we don�t even know what it is that we�re scared of. We sit there, physically and mentally drained yet we have slept the same amount as all those lively, smiling faces surrounding us. We both sit there, feeling depressed even though weve got a famly, weve got a boyfriend and lifes really not that bad. But there is an escape. Just a few little pills take it all away. A moment of happiness. Happiness that can be bought. But that doesn�t last long. And now were broke, depressed, scared, exhausted and most of all so so isolated. For you see the girl ive been talking about. The only girl I can relate to. Well that girl is me.
