“Most of you have been where I am tonight; the crash site of unrequited love” (Unknown)
You expect to see a fire raging all around you, hear a hundred screams of anguish tearing through the night. But you’re the only victim here tonight; those flames ripping through your body are only for you to feel, and the screams in your head are just an echo of the sound of your heart breaking, so loud to you, yet nothing more than a pin drop to the rest of the world. You long for something, anything to drown out the sound, but all is still as you wade painfully through the wreckage, alone, whilst the world goes on, oblivious, around you.
“I love you,” she whispers, frantically reaching out for him, longing to feel his warm embrace like a blanket around her shaking body. Instead, he turns from her, head bowed, unable to look as the tears she sheds snaked slowly down her cheeks. She waits, but no words of comfort escape from his soft lips, usually so full of warmth and passion when brought together with her own. At last words come, but they are cold, and she shivers, though there is no breeze. “I would be lying now if I said I love you too.” The first fire is lit, though she tries desperately to fight it. “But you did love me, I know you did, I saw it in your eyes.” “Like a brother loves a sister,” he says quietly, chancing a brief look in her direction as inside her the flame spreads. “And a sister is all I could ever be to you,” she spits bitterly, failing to hide the hurt in her eyes as his words hit her like a brick, almost taking her breath away. “It’s all I can ever be, because I’m just not good enough for you to love for real, am I?” He still can’t look at her, and the question is left to hang in the air, as sobbing, she turns and runs from him, unable to handle the godforsaken silence. This is her crash site, where her heart is slowly dying, the victim of his silence and those three little words.
Thank you soooooo much guys, your comments mean a hell of a lot. I'm really glad you like it! look for an update sometime soon, when I've sorted more of my coursework grr!!!
Thankyou! you guys are certainly brightening up a crappy coursework-filled day!Although I will try and update sooner, I've just found out a couple of my deadlines have moved, so I'm pretty full on til tues/weds. But I'll try to update before then in one of my breaks no doubt!
Guys, thank you sooooo much for such kind responses! I really will try my best to write more soon, but unfortunately my three essays are taking over my life til wednesday so you might have to wait til then for an update.
Thanks so much again for your comments, keep them coming!
I am so so sorry about the lack of updates coursework ended, end of year exams for uni began! Got just under a week till I'm all done, then hopefully I will have the time and the brain capacity to write some more for you lovely people!
Thank you all so much for reading and sticking by this, I hope to reward you soon
I am so so sorry about the lack of updates coursework ended, end of year exams for uni began! Got just under a week till I'm all done, then hopefully I will have the time and the brain capacity to write some more for you lovely people!
Thank you all so much for reading and sticking by this, I hope to reward you soon
uni's rubbish.
Pleased to meet you... Hope you've guessed my name.
It is indeed! Especially trying to revise brain functions for neuropsychology :S o well, its over soon, then hopefully back to writing for you lovely people!!!