Hey guys, I loved writing my last fic so much that I decided to write another one! I decided to call it Let It Be after the Beatles song (obviously), cuz it has a religious theme to it that sort of fits into the whole JP/Kieron story. Anyway, enjoy!
When I find myself in times of trouble, Mother Mary comes to me, speaking words of wisdom, let it be....
John Paul
It wasn’t that he didn’t love him. He hoped to God that Kieron didn’t think that, although he couldn’t blame him if he did. It had been a month since John Paul had broken off his relationship with Kieron, and things were still awkward between them. At the time, John Paul had convinced himself that they had broken up for the good of everyone involved, that the secret was too big to keep, but now John Paul couldn’t lie to himself. They had broken up because John Paul was scared, scared that he’d fall in love too deeply and have his heart broken again. He panicked and he’d run away. When he woke up in the morning, for a few seconds he was able to think of Kieron and smile, before it all came flooding back to him. They weren’t together anymore. Whenever he saw him around the village, he just wanted to tell him how much he loved him, but he couldn’t. He wasn’t John Paul’s to love anymore. And it was all his own fault.
Kieron
It wasn’t that he didn’t love him. He did, so much. And yet he had still found himself nodding and agreeing when John Paul had suggested they break up. Maybe it was for the best after all. John Paul had changed his life, and no matter how many times he told himself otherwise, he had changed it for the better. He had someone to love, and that was priceless. But he just let John Paul walk away, and he’d never forgive himself for it.
And now they were sitting in the Dog together, with Kris sitting in between them, rambling through some story that he found hilarious. Kieron could only stare at John Paul. Occasionally he’d catch his eye, and hold his gaze, before looking away. The atmosphere was fragile and awkward between them, but Kris was too drunk to notice. And so there they were, just metres away from each other, but separated by a wall of their own construction, together but no together. And it broke both of their hearts.....
(Sorry it a bit boring, I like to set the scene before we get into the good stuff! Anyway, let me know what you think and I'll update soon!x)
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Have absolutely nowt to do, so I'll post the next bit now!
When I find myself in times of trouble, Mother Mary comes to me, speaking words of wisdom, let it be.....
Kieron drained his drink and stood up. "Where are you off to?!" Slurred Kris, annoyed that his story was being interrupted. "I just....I need some air. I'll see you later Kris." And with that, he walked out of the pub, cursing himself for not having the guts to even talk John Paul. After watching him leave,John Paul threw his head in his hands and groaned. "What is up with you two?" Kris demanded. "And don't say 'nothing', cuz I could sense an atmosphere!" "We split up." John Paul said, quietly. Kris looked genuinley stunned."What?! Why?!" John Paul struggled with how best to explain it."I just... I couldn't stand the thought of my heart being broken again. Not after Craig..." "If you want my opinion, you need to get the hell over Craig Dean. Not every bloke in the world is like him, thank God. Kieron obviously still loves you, and you're not very discreet about the fact that you still love him too, so go talk to him, John Paul! For God's sake, I want to bang your heads together!" John Paul thought briefly about what Kris had said. The fact was, he was miserable without Kieron, life didn't seem worth living. Kieron seemed to give his life a purpose. He stood up. "Yeah, I will go see Kieron. To clear the air, if nothing else." Kris smiled as he drank the last of his wine and watched John Paul leave the pub. "Don't do anything I wouldn't do!" He shouted after him.
All comments welcome! x
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So glad your writing another JP/K story your great at writing them
Looking forward to the next part (hopefully soon lol)
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That last bit was a bit rushed cuz I had to write it in a hurry. Here's the next bit.
John Paul woke up the next morning with the un streaming through the windows and Kieron’s arm around his waist, his hand on his stomach. He turned over and smiled and Kieron. “I know you’re awake.” Kieron opened one eyes and grinned. “Uh-oh, busted.” He pulled John Paul into him and kissed the top of his head. John Paul buried his face in Kieron’s arms; he always felt so safe in his embrace, like he couldn’t be touched. “I missed you.” John Paul muttered. Kieron laughed softly. “You’ve seen me pretty much every day!” “No, I mean, I miss you like this. I miss being with you.” Kieron smiled. “Yeah, I know what you mean, I missed you too.” He paused, suddenly becoming serious. “We can’t afford to mess this up again John Paul, there’s too much at stake.” “We won’t mess it up again. I’ll make sure we don’t.” They lay there for a few minutes, both of them feeling more peaceful than they’d ever felt before. Eventually, Kieron gently pushed John Paul off him. “I have to get to work.” He said sadly, swinging his legs over the side of the bed and pulling on his clothes from off the floor. “Urgh, already? Can’t you take a day off?!” John Paul groaned. “You know I’d prefer to spend today with you, but I’ve got to give last rites at the hospital so….” John Paul sighed and collapsed back against the pillows. “Fine, whatever.” Kieron leaned forward and kissed John Paul, caressing his cheek with his thumb. “I’ll be back as soon as I can.” He muttered against John Paul’s mouth. “Love you.”
John Paul watched Kieron leave and grinned. He had been so scared that he had blown it, that Kieron wouldn’t want him anymore, but he needn’t have worried after all. John Paul couldn’t imagine a life without Kieron; he had no idea how he had survived so long without him.
Sorry it’s so short, but please comment anyway!
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