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What is up with the time thing, I just had to change mine & the forums are all messed up! arrrrgggghhh confusing!

I no!


grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

lol


*Sings*

where u like me u no where loves in a lap dance!!!!!!!!!



Sorri am listenin to Panic At The Disco -" But it's better if u do!"

listen to it if u have not heard it

it is really good!

r updatin any more tonight Lex ???


*whispers to self*

please say yes please say yes


lol

I'll try and update tonight, but I've got to wash my hair at some point cuz it's looking seriously skanky!

I lurrrrvvee PATD, i reckon their new album is better than their old one, it's more upbeat. When the day met the night is my favourite.

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'll try and update tonight, but I've got to wash my hair at some point cuz it's looking seriously skanky!

I lurrrrvvee PATD, i reckon their new album is better than their old one, it's more upbeat. When the day met the night is my favourite.

Cant' wait!!!!!!!!!!!

Epppppp another PATD luver!!!!!! *hugs*

i also like That Green Gentleman!!!!!!!

Brendon's smile at th end of that vid *swoon*

I can't forgive you for making JP sleep with Craig again, happy ending or not

I could have accepted nearly going all the way, but stopping just in time, just about. But not this... it's just so sad

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Brendon's smile at th end of that vid *swoon*

Brendon Urie = yum!

Chill, Sey77, all will work out in the end, i promise you!

I can't wait to see how this plays out...

When I find myself in times of trouble, Mother Mary comes to me, speaking words of wisdom, let it be....

John Paul stalked through the village, trying hard to keep it together, in order to keep up appearances, if nothing else.
“Well, aren’t you just a picture of happiness?”
John Paul frowned as Kris approached. “If you’re gonna make some snide little remark then just walk back the way you came.”
“OK, John Paul, don’t batter me with your handbag!” Kris laughed, slinging his arm around John Paul’s shoulder. “I’m guessing by the look on your face that all is not well concerning a certain priest?”
“No, it’s not.”
“Why, what have you done this time John Paul? You haven’t broken up with him again, have you? Cos John Paul, there’s playing hard to get, and then there’s just plain infuriating.” Kris stopped walking and took his arm off his shoulder. “John Paul, it’s not got anything to do with Craig coming back, has it?”
John Paul stared at his feet.
“Oh, John Paul, tell me you haven’t……” Kris left the end of his sentence open, but John Paul knew exactly what he was getting at. He nodded, his eyes becoming glassy from tears.
“Yeah. Oh Kris I’ve ruined everything! He texted me to come round yesterday, so he could give me back the stuff I left there!”
Kris wrapped his arm back around John Paul’s shoulder. “Oh, John Paul, what were you thinking?” He asked softly.
“I wasn’t, obviously!”
Kris paused, thoughtfully. “Maybe you should go round and see him.”
“Again? I don’t think he’d bother even opening the door this time. What would I say, anyway? There’s isn’t a magic word that will fix everything.”
“Look, John Paul, in my opinion, what you have is too special to let go to ruin over Craig Dean, of all people. You’ve gone through so much to be together, you can’t just give up on it now, it would be such a waste. You have to fight for him, John Paul.”
John Paul nodded, and Kris gave him a push in the direction of Kieron’s flat. “You might as well get it over with now!”
John Paul reluctantly made his way over to Kieron’s flat.

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Kieron opened the door and frowned when he saw John Paul in front of him.
“Oh, it’s you. Look, John Paul, I kind of don‘t want to see you right now.”
“I have to speak to you.” John Paul said, pushing past Kieron to stand in the middle of the living room.
“What do you want John Paul?” Kieron asked, rubbing a hand across his forehead.
“Why are you willing to give up on us so easily?”
“Well, I thought you were the one who gave up on us when you jumped into bed with Craig Dean.”
“It didn’t mean anything! Why would it?! I’ve got you Kieron, and you’re so much more important to me than Craig!”
“You have a really funny way of showing it.”
John Paul took a step towards Kieron. “Please. Please don’t think that I don’t love you. I do, so much! I don’t know what I’d do without you!”
“Well, you’ve got Craig now…..”
John Paul rubbed his hands over his face in frustration. “I don’t want Craig!”
“Well, maybe I don’t want you!”
John Paul froze. “You don’t mean that.”
Kieron looked as shocked as shocked at what he had said as John Paul had. “I just…I don’t know what to think anymore John Paul.”
“Tell me you don’t love me.”
Kieron looked agonized. “John Paul, you know that I still love you, that’s what makes this so damn difficult!”
“Well, it doesn’t have to be! We love each other, that should be all that matters!”
“John Paul, please don’t do this. I finished things because I thought it would be best for both of us.”
“But it’s not!”
“I know!” He paused, trying to stay firm and not give in to John Paul, no matter how much he wanted to. “But that’s the way it’s got to stay.”
“We can work through this.”
“I don’t think so.”
John Paul opened the front door, before turning back to look at Kieron. “Someday, I hope you look back and you remember this moment. How you let someone you love slip through your fingers because you couldn’t be bothered to put the work in!”
“John Paul…”
But John Paul had already slammed the door behind him.

(I know it's sad right now, but sit tight guys! All comments welcome! )

i just read this its really good i hope you update soon

More soon please!

Oh Wow!

Oh no!
Make it happy soon please lol

this is so heartbreaking....

awww!
more please!

When I find myself in times of trouble, Mother Mary comes to me, speaking words of wisdom, let it be....

Kris looked up from the magazine he was reading during his shift in The Dog when John Paul collapsed onto the stool infront of him.
“Well?” He asked, expectantly.
“He wouldn’t listen. I tried to tell him that it didn’t mean anything to me, that I didn’t want Craig and……and then he said that maybe he didn’t want me.”
“Oh John Paul I’m sorry. But you really should have thought about what you were doing before you…”
“You think I don’t know that?!” John Paul threw his head in his hands. “I hate Craig for what’s he’s done to me.”
“Speak of the devil.” Kris muttered. John Paul looked up, and sure enough, Craig was making his way towards him.
“What’s up?”
“You know perfectly well ‘what’s up’, so don’t act all concerned.” Kris told him.
“This has got nothing to do with you!” Craig replied.
“Kris, could you give us a minute?” John Paul asked, so as to avoid and argument between the him and Craig, as he really wasn’t in the mood to witness a slanging match.
Kris muttered something under his breath before disappearing to clear some glasses from the other side of the pub.
“John Paul, what’s the matter?” Craig asked softly.
“I went round to see Kieron today. He told me that I was over between us.”
“Oh. I’m sorry to hear that.”
“No you’re not! This is exactly what you wanted! To break us up!”
“John Paul, you’re[/I} all I want. I hate seeing you unhappy.”
“Well, you’re the reason I’m unhappy! You know what, I wish you’d never come back here!”
Craig frowned. “John Paul, don’t say that!”
“It’s true! You couldn’t have just accepted that I was happy with someone else!”
“Well, no! I love you John Paul!”
“Craig you need to realise that I don’t love [I]you![/I}Not anymore”
As John Paul said this, he realized it was true. Well, he still loved Craig in the way you always love your first love, through force of habit really, but he wasn’t crazy in love with him. Not like before. Not like with Kieron.
“Does he really make you happy?”
John Paul nodded. “Yeah. He really does.”
Craig took a deep breath. “Well, then, you need to fight for him.”
“I tried, he won’t listen.”
Craig paused thoughtfully, before picking up his jacket from the bar and heading for the door.
John Paul looked up. ”Where are you going?”
“To [I]make him listen!” Craig called over his shoulder, as he shut the door behind him.

All comments welcome!

(oops sorry! the last half shouldn't be in italics! )

brill update hope you update soon

Brill

just hope Craigs actually gonna make him listen!!!!

not b nasty


********* update soon please**********

Now your talking lol

When I find myself in times of trouble, Mother Mary comes to me, speaking words of wisdom, let it be....

Kieron was lying on his sofa, staring at the ceiling thoughtfully. He couldn’t believe that only last week he and John Paul had been the picture of happiness. It seemed a life-time ago. There was a knock on the door, and Kieron reluctantly hauled himself up to answer it.
He pulled open the door, saw who was standing there and tried to shut it again. Craig shoved his foot in the door and tried to force it open.
“Kieron, I’m not going to go away so you might as well just save us a lot of hassle and let me in.”
Kieron sighed and let the door open, and Craig stormed inside the flat.
“What are you going to do about John Paul?”
Kieron blinked at him. “I’m sorry, I was under the impression that it was none of your business!”
“It is if John Paul’s concerned. I make it my business. You’ve really messed him up, you know.”
“He did this himself. It’s his own fault.”
Craig groaned in frustration. “Kieron for God’s sake, if it’s anyone’s fault, it’s mine! I came back form Dublin and yeah, I’ll admit that I expected to pick up where I left off with John Paul, and when I found out he was seeing you I was jealous. So I went round there and tried to get him back. He didn’t work.”
“Well, it seemed to have worked, considering he slept with you.”
“Yeah, before telling me how little I meant to him the next day! He told me that he couldn’t believe he cheated on someone he loves as much with me.” Craig looked pained as he said this, but he knew it had to be said.
Kieron looked up. “He really said that?”
“Yeah.” Craig could sense that Kieron was beginning to waver. “He really loves you, and you obviously really love him so….there shouldn’t really be a problem here.”
“Craig, why are you so concerned all of a sudden?” Kieron asked. “You got what you wanted; you broke me and John Paul up. Why are you so desperate to get us back together again?”
Craig broke Kieron’s gaze, staring at the floor. “Because I hate seeing John Paul like this.” He answered truthfully. “ I want John Paul to be happy.”
“Even if it’s not with you?”
Craig thought about it. “Even so.” He concluded. He smiled wryly. ”God knows there could never have been a happy ending on that front. John Paul deserves so much better. I don’t want to drag him down with me.”
Kieron gave Craig a measured look, not quite sure how to react. His instincts told him he should hate Craig, he had taken something that didn’t belong to him, but he was trying to fight back a feeling of sympathy for him, he was just a man who loved someone enough to let them go, and that was always honourable.
Kieron sighed. “You’ve said your piece Craig, you can go now.”
Craig began to make his way towards the door, before turning to face Kieron in front of the open door. “Just say you’ll talk to John Paul.”
“I will.”
“Good.”
Craig smiled, a little sadly, to himself as he made his way back to The Dog. Even if it broke his heart, he knew he had finally done the right thing by John Paul, and that made it all seem worthwhile.


I’ll try & update later tonight, until then all comments welcome!

Aww, i now feel sorry for Craig
It must of taken a lot to do that

Thanks for the update!

loved it please update soon