I cant stop thinking about her. I miss her more thsn i could even have ever imagined. Even before with all the lies rpping us apart. At least she was here. At least there was hope or a better future. I hear hannah and mum talking downstairs. I feel so guilty for what ive done to the family. Especially hannah. But thinking about it. One of them tried to send me to prison. knowing full well what kind of abuse i would get there. KNOWING that it would ruin my life. Yet they didnt care. They dont understand. How could they possibly understand what its like to fall madly in love and then get told its illegal. To not be allowed to love the one person you never stop thinking about. I need to go to college. I get my bag to leave. As i leave the house i can hear all their whispers surrounding me like a swarm of bees. I sit down at my desk. The eyes zoom in on me . Like a million cameras focused on one spot. I feel my cheeks heating up. The teacher arrives and the attention is drawn away. But not for long. Like a bunch of lions the snack was not enough and now they fest their eyes upon their prey. I want to disappear. And too make everything worse ive got my trial tomorrow. God knows what will happen. I hate my family for what they have done. But i have no life left anyway. I have no friends or family. i am mocked everywhere. But i will not feel ashamed. Love is the greatest feeling on earth and if they were in my shoes, if they felt how i felt then they would have done exactly the same.
i reckon it is fanfic, from what i can understand it may be about rhys/beth or something
I ♥ movies & getting caught in the rain, just hold back on the pina colada There's nothing more sexy than a time travelling glasses wearing time lord lol
There's nothing that can't be solved with a little rock salt, a gun and Sam & Dean, oh yeah! Fanatical about Torchwood & Jack/Ianto-because stopwatches can be VERY fun!
wen its riten so fab like, oh yeah! lol (that was rly hrd 4 to rite like that lmao)
I ♥ movies & getting caught in the rain, just hold back on the pina colada There's nothing more sexy than a time travelling glasses wearing time lord lol
There's nothing that can't be solved with a little rock salt, a gun and Sam & Dean, oh yeah! Fanatical about Torchwood & Jack/Ianto-because stopwatches can be VERY fun!
lol 
