Sorry if it's crap but here it goes...
Probably going to be wuite short to, I'm not exactly the best writer.
Part One

I put on some music, not sure what it is, just turn on my stereo and sound starts to pour out of the speakers, I sit on my bed and think. I can't keep doing this to myself, it feels as if someone has grabbed hold of my heart and is squeezing it relentlessly. Why Kris? Why did I have to fall for him, an arrogant tranny who loves loves nothing more than to torture me! I know exactly why I feel for him though, I even told him, let him know that I think he's amazing, that my life would be nowhere near as good if I hadn't met him and I couldn't imagine life without him. But even after that night, that wonderful night, he's ignoring me

I can feel tears start to stream down my face but there's no use trying to control them, I can't anymore. Someone's at my door but I can't be bothered to answer it, whoever it is I don't want them to see me crying and take pity on me, that's the last thing I need. I try ignoring it, but they knock again. And again. I give in, wipe the tears from my eyes and the mascara from my cheeks and fling the door wide open.

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What do you think? Should I keep writing

yes plz continue

that is a really gd start
you should rite more it will b gd

ohhhhh good carry on soon

fab start! xx

OK, Here it goes...

Part Two

I can't just sit here, alone in the dark and the quiet, I want ot go and see Jess but I have know idea what I'd say to to her. I wouldn't be able to control myself around her, we agreed to just be mates, but can can I just be mates with such a beautiful and amazing human being.

I can't believe I've been so stupid! The girl of my dreams comes along and I ruin everything by running away from every and any chance I get. I've got to do something, tell her how I feel, show her, before it's too late.

Sure, she might be a spoiled little rich girl who makes me look low maintenance but deep down she intelligent, witty, strong, caring, beautiful, the list goes on and on and all those things make it impossible for me to stop thinking about her.

Right then, I'll tell her that, I'll tell her that right now, before I forget what to say.

I practically run doen the corridor to Jess' room and knock tree times. No answer. I knock again. Still no answer. I can hear the music from within and know she's in there. I raise my hand to knock again, shaking like mad, but third time's a charm right? I knock. Ntohing. Just as I turn to leave, the door sings open and the stood Jess, with a pink teddy bear nighty on and fluffy pink slippers. Adorable.

"What?" she asked.
"Er. Hi." I replied, my mind went blank, I'd known exaclty what I was going to say, but right know I could think of nothing. Should have written it down, I thought.
"Can I help you ?!" she half shouted, clearly she was angry with me, I would be too.

Then everything seemed to stop. My brain stopped working and my body took it's orders from my heart instead. I stepped towards Jess, grabbed her around the waist and gave her the most passionate kiss ever, even better than in the movies. And for that brief moment, everything around us just melted away, I was happy for the first time in a long time. She pulled me into her room as we kissed and I shut the door behind me.

fab! xx

Here's a tad more...

Part Three

It was like my dream had come true, I was her, in my bedroom, kissing Kris and my god it was amazing. But I had to stop it, I just couldn't let him do this to me again. I pulled back and turned away from him.

"What's the matter?" he asked, stepping towards me.
"Why do you keep doing this to me?" I replied.
"Doing what?" he said.
I turned to face him and looked straight into his beautiful big eyes.
"You said you just wanted to be friends."
"I know; but I don't know why, I can't think of anything better than being with you, when we kiss it's like nothing else matters."
"Then why keep pushing me away?"
"I have no idea, I guess it's just really difficult for me to let people into my life, I've learnt it's always a set up for the pain of losing them."
"I think you'll find I'm already in your life Kris and I'll be damned if you ever lose me"

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I'm not sure, doesn't sound all that good to me, any suggestions?

really good, carry on soon

All righty then...

Part Four

"I love you Jessica Harris."
What was I saying? I do love her, but it's a bit quick to be saying that. he looks suprised, confused, worried. Oh god what have I done, I've ruined everything. Hold the phone, she's smiling.
"I love you too, Francis Fisher," she giggled and stuck her toungue out at me, mature. But she looked so cute I just had to kiss her.

We stumbled backwards onto the bed and for the first time ever I understood why they call it making love.

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Bit short but oh well, thoughts?
Might do some more tonight but I'm off to play the Wii now, burn a few calories
Might be back in half an hour or so.

fab! lucky you, i want a wii i do have an xbox360 tho, i love it! x

really good cant wait to reaad more

Sooooo good and sweet

Plz carry on

lol it's not my wii, tis my brother's so i have limited time with it before he goes back to uni
my other brother has an xbox 360 and i force him to bring it with him whenever he visits
oh well. on with the story...

lol cool anyway!
my brother has the steering wheel for the x-box so we have to ask to use it

Fab!! please continue soon

Next morning, I woke up to an empty bed. Kris had gone, I looked around for a note, nothing. I lied back down, how could he do this, again, after everything he said to me last night.

At that moment the door opened , Kris came in carrying a tray with two lattes from Il Gnosh, a croissant, some toast, some jam and a single rose sitting eliquantly in a small glass vase. I sat up as he handed my the tray, gave me a kiss and sat next to me, smiling.
"Going soft on me?" I said laughing.
"As if." He replied.
"I thought you'd left me again," I told him.
"Don't be silly, never again." He smiled at me and I smiled back. I gave him a quick kiss and we ate our breakfast together. I didn't realise how hungry I was, we'd obviously worked up quite an appetite last night.

As I drank the last of my latte I looked over to my alarm clock, 7:30. Damn. Had to get ready for work, I so didn't want to leave this room, it was pure bliss.
"Got to get ready for work," I said, pulling a grim face and clambering out of bed. I put on my nightie, kissed Kris and went into the bathroom to have a quick shower and brush my teeth, I didn't stop smile throughout the whole process.
I walked out of the and saw Zoe in the living, I'd totally forgotten about the others, it was like me and Kris had been in a world of our own.

"Hey Zo" I said.
"Don't you 'Hey Zo' me, I saw Kris sneaking out of your room this morning, give me all the goss!" She replied.
"I will, but later, I've got to get ready for work."
"Looking forward to it" she shouted after me as I walked back to my room, hoping Kris was still there.

He wasn't. but that didn't bother me, he probably went to bed to catch up on some sleep, we didn't get all that much last night. I got dressed for work and left with a huge smile on my face, I could tell it was going to be a great day.

fab xxx

That's all for tonight, too tired now and not sure what to do next, ideas anyone?
Nighty night.

night! sorry no ideas, i just read the fics, not write lol

great, please continue