sorry i have so many fics now they just keep coming! anyway this one caewhen i was cleaning out my many book shelves and i came across an old fairy book, it had camouflaged enevolopes init and in each envelope was a little rhyme so yeah thats where This inspiration came from
ill type next bit as soon as someone else comments
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Megan pushed her head in-between her knees which were currently pressed to her chest, sobbing her eyes out in a huddle under her duvet, her mousy, short ringlets falling into her face as jess came through
Jess: baby, I’m sorry, I’m, just stressed I didn’t mean it!
Megan: you’ve seen the film though mummy! Every time you say it then one of them dies!
Jess: it’s only a film
Megan: YOU DON’T MEAN THAT!!
She flung the duvet off of her and got up until jess pulled her down and cradled her in her arms.
Jess: shh, come on baby you know I didn’t mean it,
Megan: stop lying mum!
Jess: I’m sorry all right
Megan: if you’re really sorry you’ll let me do a spell on you to make you see them.
Jess: hit me.
Megan jumped up and took out her most special spell book from under her pillow, it was an engraved cover in swirly writing from Kris
To Megan, Daddy Will Always Love You Dad x
She gently stroked it before flicking open the book, the brown old paper rustled as she flicked through it, opening to the perfect spell as if by magic.
Megan: here goes, To venture where you have not been you must make a magic dream, close your eyes as tight as you can and imagine you are in fairyland, open your eyes and you will find fairy secrets of every kind.
Jess: Thank you, are we friends now
Megan: course we are.
She grinned as her mum left to tend to dinner in the kitchen, as soon as the door shut Megan’s face fell; she ducked under the soft pink netting hanging from the ceiling and moved slowly over to her chest of draws in the corner. rifling through the old underwear she pulled out a special jewellery box, inside it was lined with silk and velvet, and in between the 2 covers lay a special bangle, she slid it on to her wrist and smiled, from uncle Darren and aunty Zoë. she then let it slid off into the box again, closing the lid she tucked it back in it’s hide hole and walked over to her bed again tucking the book under her pillow. this little exercise had been happening a lot recently, it made Megan feel close to her family when mum got angry, she had been very stressed as it was coming up to Megan’s 7th and she couldn’t afford for Megan’s friends to come over. Megan slipped on her tiny ballet pumps and went out the front door closing it delicately and quickly running over to Zoë’s house, she poked the doorbell and heard the eerie tune ring throughout the house,
Zoë: I’m coming I’m coming
Zoë said as she bustled up to the front door and opened it, she saw Megan standing there.
Zoë: does mum know you’re off out again
Megan just looked up at her with her big hazel eyes and Zoë led her through to the living room where Megan jumped up onto the sofas.
Zoë: what is it this time?
Megan: she said, she said.
She looked to each side of her then leant over and whispered in Zoë’s ear
Megan: she said she didn’t believe in fairies
Megan then pulled away and sat back up onto the sofa.
Zoë: I’m sure she didn’t mean it Meg.
Megan: that’s why I done a spell on her
Zoë: ok.
Megan: do you, do you think daddy believed in them?
She looked down at her feet pointing her toes gently
Zoë: sure he did
Megan: would he be proud of me
Zoë: Meg, you know he would be.
Megan: then why doesn’t he want to see me.
Zoë: right Mrs lets get you back, do you want me to let you in?
megan looked up and nodded biting her lip incase mum found out she’d let herself out again. Zoë took meg’s hand and led her across thwe road letting her in and watching her tip toe up the stairs quietly, she then shut the door silently and headed back.
is it just me or are the forums really slow?!?! THANK YOU!!!!! for theloely comments i am ser happi now. lol sehr is very in german hehe.
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1/2 AN HOUR LATER
jess: sweetie dinners ready
megan: oming mum.
she walked down the toes pointing her toes at each step wishing, hoping, dreaming. unitl she cam out of her daze and sniffed the delicacy that is... spag bol.
she jumped up onto the chair and picked up her knife and fork half heartedly and scooped up the mince her mind stll wondering into her wishes every now and then
jesS: so what have you ben up to at school little lad?
megan: well maxine is teaching me how to do ballet now i really wanna join
jess: but we cant afford i
megan: every fairy does dance mum.
jess: perhaps whn you're older
megan: alright, mum...
jess: yes...
megan did dad ever keep in contact with you.
jess: lets talk about nicer things at the dining tabl yea sweetie.
megan: alright
megan ost her appetite after tat fiddling with the spaghetti in her mouth and windind ad unwinding the long pasta stips between th spears of her fork
jesS look daddy loved you you knowthat dont you
megan: bu thre just words
jss: so are sels but they still mean something
megan: yeah but mum spell arew magical
jesS: so was your father baby
mgn looked up a grin spread across her face as she gulped dwn te remainingfood on her plate and rushed to her room, jess regrettedit but not because she didnt still love him, because she had given her child false hope. a etter fell trugh the door, jess fininshing her food went nd scooped it up reading the delicate handwriting.
ooh is it Kris'?? if it is she hasn't got Megan's hopes up! aww megan is so cute!
to my buddies pieces of rainbow, OoORosieOoO, Hunni and Kay Reality is nothing... dreams are everything 'αи∂ нєя иαмє ѕσυи∂ѕ ℓιкє ѕσмєтнιиg уσυ'∂ ρℓσик α ∂є¢к¢нαιя σи!'
Jess why are you called Stick?!?! I'm now officially confuddled!
oh what the heck
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Dear Ms. Harris, This Saturday The 21st Of April We Are Proud To Announce The First Ever HCC Reunion For Year '05 To '07 Pupils. From 6pm To 12 Midnight, At The Great Hall In The College. You're Allowed One Guest And We Hope To See You There.
Kind Regards, Mr.Headley
she popped the letter back in the envelope and placed it on the shelf opposite the door, a week from now was saturday, Megan's birthday. she wandered upstairs to Mewgans room and knocked on the door delicately
megan: come n
jess:hey baby.
she ducked under the netting and silk surrounding Megan's bed.
jss: on your birthday there will be a eunion for me and m old college friends, would you like to come with me so i can show you off?
megan: alright then, whats a reunion?
jess: its when everyonefrom a particular year at a college or school join up a few years later to ee how evryone got on in life after wards.
megan: will anyone i know be there?
jess: well there will be Auntie Zoe, and Zakky and ere Steph from over at the pub, er Elliot her fiance, emm, Rhys Ashworth the famous drum player
megan pulled a face
jess: and Gilly
megn: i'll come, can i wear my princess dress?
jess: sure, but i'll have to ask zoe whether it's formal dress or not for me.
megan: formal?
jess: nice clothes or normal clothes
megan: alright
and jess left, mgan buryed her head into her pillow, dad used to go with mm to college, was all she hought, and when shed asked if anyone she knew would be there, she meant, her dad. she took out her fairy book and flicked through it again sighing at all the small spells, she'd only ever cast one, she didnt even have a wand! the on she'd cast was at jess earlier on, when she wnted jess to believe in magic and fairy's. megan pondered on the resons it may of not worked alsways coming back to the fact she didnt have a wand! she rummaged in her draw finding a small fake wand, it was like a little tube with glitter inside,
megan: perfect
she mumbled to herself, sitting back down on her bed, she picked up her book again and as if by magic it flicjked open to a page graffitied with another spell, she slid of her bed and sat in the centre of her floor thinking fiddling with the stick until she smiled and read it out aloud, closing her eyes tight clutching the plastic 'wand'
megan: in mountain caves elves dig and toil mining brilliant gems from blackest soil, emeralds diamonds rubies all are tumbled in the waterfall then pieced together on willow fronds, magic hands make fairy wands.
she smiled flicking open her eyes fiddling with her new wand cradling it in her arms like it was a child as the light bounced off the tiny sequins embedded in the hollow stick. when jess came in, she flicked close the bopok infront of her and pout down the stick looking up at her mum innocently with those big hazel eyes no one culd resist
jess: desert?
megan: ooh yes please what do we have?
jess: ice cream, come on ill serve you som up
megan took her mum's hand and went downstairs into the kitchen were she sat on the table top eating her ice cream contedly
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jess: so what would you like for your birthday sweetie?
megan: er, you'll laugh at me and i probably won't get it so i'm not gonna tell you
jess: look we talked about the fairy book and i'm fine with it ok you can have one espcecially alright.
she sees megan's sad face
jess: it's not that is it?
megan: no, look mum i juust really want him
jess: so do i but you cant always get what you wnt
megan: i know but mum you dont understand, that would bea present i could never grow out of, never get bored of, and never regret asking for.
jess: oh megan!
she hugs her child tightly plling her close to her stroking her soft hair twirling a ringlet between her fingers
jess: he might be there
megan: where?!
jess: dont play dumb with me missy.
they pulled away from their embrace
megan: but what if he's not? you said hewas in ireland why wuld the college have his address?
jess: sweetie come on i thought you were all for hope and dreams
megan: just don't get to lost in antasy
jess: you can talk
megan: what?1
jess: doesnt matter nowfinish that up and get in the bath.
megan slowly sucked on her remainign ice cream and sloped off to the bath, flicking the suds everywhere, after getting out she dried herself and got into her pyjamas tucking up in bed memorising as many spells as she could, after all a fairy didnt flick open a book everytime she needed a charm.
the next daywas a wednesday and Megan was to go to school, she complained she felt ill so jess checked her temreture and she ws a bit overheted, zoe came over to keep her company whilst jess was at work.
Megan weas lying on the sofa watching peter pan with zoe eating plenty of ice cream
Megan: are you going to the reunion?
zoe: yes,
megan: is it frmal?
zoe: yes why?
megan: mum asked, i think she wants to look extra special
zoe: why?
megan: incase dad's there
ze: why would you think that?
megan: cos i do ok.
she threw a sulky face and shovelled ice cream down her neck
zoe: ididsnt mean it like that, are you going as your mums one guest>?
megan: yeah! it's ojn my birthday
zoe: i know it is, do you m,ind about that??
megan: not a bit, not if i sdee dad hat would be the best present ever!
zoe: well good luck with that
megan looked at zoe questioningly bu soon pushed it out of her mind as she saw tinkerbell flutter next to peter pan.
megan: i love tinkerbell
zoe: so do i sweetie so doi.
zoe looked at meagn in amazewment as she mouthed all the words to her favourite film, she was gonna take it bad when kris didnt show up, but thats what she thought...
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i just tyuped up an extra long part and it disappeared! ill have to start again!
zoe and megan sat in silence as the credits finished on the film, when megan randomely blurted out
megan: everytime i talk to mummy bout daddy she goes all quiet and whis[pers wqeird things and she never says anything about him like when i ask whta he was like so i rally wanna ask someone else who knew him, s what was my daddy like!?!
zowe: well megan, your mmmy loves your daddy an so i think she was hurt when he left so she doesnt like talking about it, but your daddy had blonde hair, blue eyes and a dimpled chin like you, and he was sweet, caring and kind yet he could quickly turn arrogant cocky and be a stubborn fool.
megan: thank you, i hope he's at the reunion, mum isn't so sure but i can feel it in my blood liek i just know and stuff! but i don understand why he left in the first p[lace, thjats the thing mum NEVER talks about
zoe: wellhe was scared off commitment i guess
megan: but he said on my first ever fairy book he will always love me
zoe: of course he will meagn, no matter where the hell he is.
megan: good,
zoe: megan, i need to tell you a secret, but once ive told you you must prmise not to tell ANYONE cos if it get round to mum she'll be VERY stressed
megan: i dont like it when she's stressed, she shouts at me
zoe: then you musnt make her stressed by telling her
megan: i dont kno if i can do that
zoe: megan, it's very exciting and its gonna be the best birthday present for you ever.
megan: is it what mums getting me?! i dont wanna knw that
zoe: no megan, last night i got an amazing text
megan: from mum?!?!
zoe: no from your dad,
megan: WHAT DID HE SAY?!?!"?"
zoe: ill tell you if you quiten down
megan: sorry aunt zoe
zoe: its alright baby
zoe pulls megan onto her lap and hugs her
zoe: youir daddy said he was going to the reunion but he wanted to surprise you and mummy, he said he had changed and he was ready to look afteryou both now, but he doenst want mummy to know cos its a surprise, and he wants to catch her off guard cos he has a tupid plan that its more romantic
megan: so daddy's gonna be there?!?!
zoe: yeah but remember not aword t anyone
jess comes through the door putting her bag in thehall way and coming through to the living room, but before hse enters megan nods excitedly and imitates locking her mouth and throwing away the key, as jess comes through she runs to her room not wanting to give away her happiness.
as soon as her door closed she pranced about cuddling her book and whispering to it softly
megan: oh daddy, daddy i love yopu i cant wait tioll y birthcday it will be the best thing ever! wecan finally be a family!
she danced abou a bit more ad picked up he rwand waving it at her reflecton i the mirror and iggling, she quickly flung he wand on the floor and ducked under the netting from the ceiling flopping onto her bed and tucking the book gently under her pillow as se heasrd jess coming up the stairs amd opening the door softly
jess: are you alright baby?
megan: i fel sick sorry i didnt have time to say hi
jess: it's alright, i bought you a present to help you get better, i passed your favourite shop on the way to work especially
jess sat on megans bed at the end of her tipy toes and reached in ehr bag pulling out a delicately wrapped present which was embedded in tissue paper and a ribbon bow. megan opened it excitedly tosee a tiny china fairy p[op out, it was made so delicately and it had hand craftedcarved into the base of it, the hair, each strand painted with a different shade of auburny brown as it swirled down and balanced on the fairys glittery wings, the clothes carved so well it looke like a real dress. megan spread ino a huge grin, she felt bad about no telling jess but new the best of it would come
megan: i love it mummy! so much! im gonna call her jessica!
jess: thanks sweetie, sowhat did you do today?
mean: we watched peter pan 5 times in a row!
jesS: wow arent you bored of it?
megn: not a bit
she got out from under her duvet and hugged her mum tightly slipping the fairy onto her shelf before hand so it didntget crushed.
x
, even when all you want to do is cry.
