Cold and lonely, afraid and tired
This is by no means the life i desired
15 years old and Newt is my name
I move without a care but inside i'm insane
When i feel my mind slipping away,
is when he appears to save my day
My hero, my companion, my bestest friend
The one that stands by me till the end
I see him, i hear him, but its all inside
My mind is just racing from all the lies
He speaks but no sound comes out of his mouth
The others, its no use, they cant hear him shout
He tells me what he believes is right from wrong,
He guides me through my pain and makes me strong
I wish others could know the amount he means
instead im alone and torn at the seams
All you people must think i'm mad,
It's okay its true and yeah it makes me sad
It's like one of those things you see on the telly,
But in reality its not he's just my friend Eli.
PJ chat!!
Founder of the Jessica Fox fan club. ]]*
Ya'll go make me loose my mind, up in here, up in here!.