i'll try and do a lot of the characters even ones i wouldn't normally write about like craig, jp, sarah, hannah, josh, amy etc. the first few parts will be people remembering certain events. the first part will be up in hopefully half an hour as i need to type it up

Cant Wait xx

cant wait kt it sounds good

some thongs in this might not be exact but oh well

Louise POV

I normally go for what I want, but when it comes to men I’m all over the place. I'm 25, I co-own a salon with Warren Fox [the local thug] and engaged to Calvin Valentine [the local copper]. I recently had an abortion because I didn't know who the father was. I know you are thinking why. Well when Calvin dumped me and called me all the names under the sun after receiving a letter from my husband [wish it was ex though]. I then had a heart to heart with Warren and at this time I was still living in the flat with Warren. We both started to get drunk then our song came on so we got up and started dancing; we fell over him on top of me. We looked into each other’s eyes for what seemed like hours but was barely five minutes. I lifted my head up ever so slightly his hands underneath supporting it. We both leaned in and kissed the longer it was the fiercer and more passionate it got. We some how managed to get off the floor and made are way to the bedroom, ripping each other’s clothes off on the way. I love Calvin but I love Warren. Warren gives me the spirit that keeps me going day after day, the safety, he trusts me and loves me for who I am. Whereas Calvin doesn't trust me, doesn't give me spirit, he gives me safety but I really don't know if he loves me for who I am or if he thinks he can mould me into what he wants. After that night with Warren I was back with Calvin. I bet you are thinking how did that happen. Well he came to the flat the day after night. Asking me to take him back and I did. Not because I loved him but because I was in love with Warren and I was scared, scared of what would happen if it went wrong. Then I found out I was pregnant. I told Calvin the day I found out, he was so happy. Warren came to Evissa [the salon] and asked why we were so happy. Calvin told him, I didn't want him to, purely because I knew there was a chance it would be Warrens and he wasn't stupid. Shortly after Warren told Calvin about what happened between us a few weeks back. Calvin came back asking if it was true, but I managed to persuade him that Warren was lying to split us up. The next day Calvin proposed to me and I said yes. Katy also showed up recently, Warren’s lil sister, but he is so protective of her. I understand why because he wants what is best for her especially with things that happened to their parents when she was about three.

lookin 4ward to it.

sorry was a bit slow. but that was really good!

brill kt

i was right about it been louise

*dances around the room* yay!

lol Jess just thinking about the next part then i will start writing it

soz in a hyper mood today. dunno why though
cant wait just writing my next part for the warren louise one

cant wait for the next part of yours lol
calvin pov coming up soon [probs about an hour cus i write it on paper then type it up]

i type mine up on word then copy and paste it then if im going out on holiday or summat ill print the last couple of pages off so i can write more on the way down or back

well i was up till 1:30 last night writing louises pov and watched to dvds cus i couldn't sleep. calvins pov hasn't taken as long as i thought so here it is

Calvin POV

She seems so distant recently as if she would rather be with someone else but I don’t know why. I know having a miscarriage hit her hard but we have to get over it. I don’t know what is wrong because she won’t talk to me. I asked Dad and Sash but they said to leave her and that she will talk when she is ready. Although Sash did say I shouldn’t of asked her to marry me so soon. It is as if she isn’t telling me something, Louise I mean. I know I messed up after the letter from Sean and ever since our relationship has been on the rocks. I thought a baby would help to get it back on track but there is no baby now. Maybe I should give her space it could help or tell her we should have a break from each other and that it could help make our relationship stronger.

Well Done Very Good!

brill kt
i was up til gone midnight watching csi:vegas then i was reading and writing summat so...maybe thats why im hyper today

very good please continue

will try and do some in a bit
but right now i need some help jess

Warren POV

I anyone founds out what I did to Sean then I’m done for. It will ruin my chances of ever being with Louise, Katy will hate me and Justin will be the one to blame for it getting out. I have to stop thinking about it otherwise someone is bound to realize I have something on my mind and that wouldn’t be good. I know there is something going on between Katy and Justin but I’m waiting till I catch them in the act. Okay so that sounds wrong but I have to stop jumping to conclusions because I always make a mistake like killing people or beating them up. I know Louise loves me I can tell but she is trying to love Calvin instead but it isn’t work and never will. She was so stupid going back to Calvin after our night together, we both know I satisfy her needs much more than he does and ever will. Something isn’t quite right about the miscarriage it is as if she is lying as if it is a cover up for having an abortion, but surely she wouldn’t do that. Would she?


anyone got ideas on how I can dump my boyfriend? but making sure he hurts

with what?

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Originally posted by xox_lilmisskt_xox:
will try and do some in a bit
but right now i need some help jess

on how to dump my boyfriend in a cruel way

liam? why?

well lets just say i went to tesco for my mum and saw him with a girl in my class getting off behind the thinks you put bottles in

omg what a total *****
anyway if u really wanna get him back u r gonna need sumething that is really gonna hurt him. something embarrassing or summat

i know but i can't think of anything, i have been thinking about dumping him for a while but never had a reason and now i do so i thought sooner than later