[Radio] Look at me you may think you see who I really am but you'll never know me Everyday, it's as if I play a part
I sit here with the radio on while looking at the headline on the front page.
‘A body has been found’
I slowly read on..
‘A body has been found in a river not far from Hollyoaks. The Hollyoaks police think this is the body of Sean Kennedy who is a missing person. They will soon be in contact with friends and wife of Sean, currently living in Hollyoaks village…’
I feel something run down my cheek, a single tear, no more no less…
[Radio] Now I see, if I wear a mask I can fool the world But I cannot fool my heart
…I know the phone will soon be ringing, the police wanting me to identify the body. Though however much I hate him I never wished him dead. Whoever killed him, if he is dead, is sick and cold-hearted I feel this hand upon my shoulder, I turn my head to see Warren looking down at the paper, he tries to speak but no sound comes out. Instead he comes and sits next to me on the sofa.
“Warren what if it is him?” I ask him looking into his eyes as he stares back. “Well, we will have to get on as normal I guess.” I wasn’t expecting him to say that, infact I don’t know what I was expecting. “But it isn’t that easy, the police they will be hounding us with questions wanting to know about his past, know who would have a grudge against him, the drug dealing, everything…” “Louise calm down we’ll manage, we will tell them enough if they want it just not everything.” More tears tumble down my cheeks, Warren pulls my body towards his; he runs his hand through my hair. Saying everything will be fine, when we both know it won’t.
[Radio] Who is that girl I see Staring straight back at me? When will my reflection show whom I am inside? …
wonderful first part and I don't usually read Warren & Louise fics. You have a great talent here and a fantastic style of writing I love it. Can't wait to read the next part when you post it.
I ♥ movies & getting caught in the rain, just hold back on the pina colada There's nothing more sexy than a time travelling glasses wearing time lord lol
There's nothing that can't be solved with a little rock salt, a gun and Sam & Dean, oh yeah! Fanatical about Torchwood & Jack/Ianto-because stopwatches can be VERY fun!
Originally posted by Saraelen: wonderful first part and I don't usually read Warren & Louise fics. You have a great talent here and a fantastic style of writing I love it. Can't wait to read the next part when you post it.
At this precise moment I am walking towards drive ‘n’ buy in my own little world. I feel people staring, hear them whispering, my heart beat racing. Feeling embarrassed to be walking down my own street, to the shop, it shouldn’t be that way. I can’t move anymore something is blocking my way, a person, a man I guess by the muscles on the arms. I look up and whom do I see, no other than Calvin. What does he want, he is the last person I want to see right now, but he has no intention of letting me pass. “Louise you okay? I saw the front page and heard it in work” he says as if he really cares how I feel. “Just leave me alone” is all I can say to him. “Well if you don’t want to talk you should just of said.” He pushes past me and walks up the steps to his flat, where I lived, once upon a time a go. I turn into drive ‘n’ buy; Max is down an aisle and says hi. To be honest I don’t know why I’m here, I guess to get out of the flat. I go over to the magazines, pick up a copy of heat up and a TV mag up. I move over to the counter and pay. Make my way back to the flat but instead walk into the loft. Warren is in our office I can hear him moving to the door, instantly I know he saw me come in, but I make my way over to a sofa and sit down. He comes out and sits next to me. I hear him talking but it has no meaning to me not at the moment. I think he has realised I’m not listening properly as he has gone to the bar. He starts walking back with a glass some drink in it, guessing it is vodka and coke. “Thanks” as he hands me the glass, he sits back down this time paying more attention to what I’m thinking. “You do know Louise everything will work out, it always does.” “I’m not so sure anymore, things go bad to worse, I just can’t cope” “Where has the strong Louise I know gone? Eh, the one that never cares back in the old times.” “I don’t think she ever existed Warren..” I never did finish my sentence as police walked in…
I ♥ movies & getting caught in the rain, just hold back on the pina colada There's nothing more sexy than a time travelling glasses wearing time lord lol
There's nothing that can't be solved with a little rock salt, a gun and Sam & Dean, oh yeah! Fanatical about Torchwood & Jack/Ianto-because stopwatches can be VERY fun!
I sit here with Warren holding my hand staring at the police. Warren is shaking and I now know whatever he is hiding from me is deadly serious. I tighten my grip on Warren’s hand he does the same on mine. We always did say that we would be there for each other no matter the circumstances and right now is one of the moments.
“Louise Summers and Warren Fox?” one of them spoke. “Y-yes” is all I can manage, Warren manages nothing at all I give him a little nudge and he gets his act together. “Yeah, what you lot want?” I give a silent sigh Warren was back in reality. “We need to have a word with both of you about Sean Kennedy, one at a time.” “I’ll answer questions but not without Warren!” Warren looks at me and gives me a look, to say since when do you not do as the coppers say. I gave him one back meaning I’ll let you know. “Well if that is the case we will have to take you both down to the station and interview you there separately.” “Did you not hear me? Are you going deaf? Cus I said I am not answering none of your questions without Warren!” where that came from I don’t know but it felt good. The officers wouldn’t change my mind and there was nothing they could do. So we are now sitting in the office answering questions, together but my mind is somewhere else. What if it was Warren that killed him? I instantly shook the thought away, how could I think that. The officers got up looking kind of disappointed, I have a feeling they want to pin something on Warren. Warren pulled me in for a hug and muttered ‘I’m so sorry Lou’.
“What are you on about Warren?” “Nothing it doesn’t matter” “yes it does, the only reason I wouldn’t let them question you by yourself is cus your shaking so much, so much that I know you’re hiding something from me and until I know what it is, I’m not staying in the flat” “Louise…” I heard him call after me as I walked away, I have nowhere to stay but it is the only way to get Warren to tell me.