I suddenly had this idea so thought I'd write it. I apologise in advance for making it sad.

Chapter one

Zoe: I can't believe that it's been a year already.

She sat down on the bench next to Zak.

Zak: I know. Even now it doesn't seem real.

He clutched tightly onto the flowers in his hand as they both observed the headstone in front of them.

Zoe: I keep expecting her name to be on the caller ID every time my phone rings. That sounds a bit stupid, doesn't it?

Zak (reassuringly): Not at all. It's going to take a lot longer than a year to get over this Zo.

Zoe: Tell me about it. I wish that there was just a switch to press and it'd stop hurting.

Tears filled her eyes as she spoke. The hug offered to her was gladly accepted.

Zak: Don't cry, please. We're supposed to be here to celebrate our memories of her.

Zoe (softly): Think he'll be here?

Zak: I hope so. This year has been a lot harder on him than us.

The pair sat in an embraced silence as they once more read through the words on the headstone It had been down to Zoe and Zak to pick them on the day of the funeral as it had been too difficult for anyone else. Footsteps broke into their silence a few minutes later, indicating that the other expected person had arrived.

Has Jess dyed!!! This is sad i may cry lol but brill fic just hope things will be ok
well done

Thanks and sorry.

Chapter two


Kris: Cheer up. I know not seeing me for a year is upsetting but I'm back now.

He sat down next to Zoe and Zak.

Zak: How are you feeling?

Zoe was released from his hug as he spoke.

Kris: Never better.

Zoe (shocked): Are you sure?

Kris: She made me promise not to keep crying Zo and I haven't broken a promise to her yet. Us celebrating her life is what she wanted, so that's exactly what we're going to do.

Zoe: You must really miss her though.

Kris: Of course I do. I think about her every second of every day but I got to spend five fantastic years as her husband and I appreciate that. I got to tell her that I loved her, that I never wanted anyone except her and I got to experience someone loving me completely no matter what. These are memories to look back on and smile at, not things that should be overshadowed by the fact that she's gone.

Zoe and Zak looked at him in admiration. They had half expected him to have fallen apart.

Zak: That's very true mate.

Kris nodded in his direction before turning his attention to the headstone. The first line got him every time, “A loving wife to her soul mate.” It never failed to remind Kris of the numerous times that she had been less than loving towards him. This made him chuckle slightly.

Zoe: What?

Kris: Just thinking about our arguments. They're actually one of the things that I miss the most.

Zak (laughing): Well they were a key part of your relationship.

Kris: And I wouldn't have had it any other way.

Zoe (cutting in): Only because you liked the making up afterwards.

Kris smirked.

Zak: How about we lay these flowers and then go to the pub down the road? We can spend all afternoon reliving our favourite memories of her.

Zoe: I like the sound of that.

Kris: As long as you two are paying, I'm in.

He watched as they lay the flowers down before joining them in the walk to the pub.

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“A loving wife to her soul mate.”

omg i'm so so glad i'm here on my own coz i've just cried my eyes out
Its written fantastically Tash but its so sad

awww this is really sweet

Thanks emochic.

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omg i'm so so glad i'm here on my own coz i've just cried my eyes out

Sorry. I nearly cried when writing it to. Thanks for commenting.

Chapter three

Zak: Come on then Mr Fisher. What's your favourite memory of your wife?

He placed the drinks down on the table and took a seat.

Kris (grinning): You probably won't want to hear my favourite.

Zoe (blushing): How about we stick to suitable memories that can be said in the middle of a pub for now?

Kris. Fine. I'll start with our wedding day then.


Spain, 6 years before

Jess: I'm not sure about this.

Kris: Are you saying that you don't want to marry me?

Jess: Shut up you idiot. I meant about us running away like this to do it. Our families are going to be so mad.

The pair were stood outside a beach chapel.

Kris: Listen, we'll deal with everyone's reactions when we get back. This is just about me and you right now.

He wrapped his arms around her waist and kissed the top of her head gently.

Jess (sighing): You're a bad influence.

Kris: Does that mean we're getting married today?

She smiled at him before nodding. Together, they made their way inside and waited for the ceremony in front of them to finish. The doors opened a few minutes later.

Registrar: Mr Fisher and Miss Harris please.

Jess gripped onto Kris's hand tightly as they went in. He squeezed hers reassuringly back.

Registrar: Firstly, I need to ask if there's any lawful reason that you two cannot be married.

After hearing the pair both declare no, she continued.

Registrar: Very well. I believe that you have prepared vows. Mr Fisher could we have yours please.

Kris: Jess, you know that I’m not very good at explaining how I feel but I’m going to give it a go anyway. I never imagined that meeting someone like you would change my life. You were the last person in the world that I ever expected to accept me, yet you turned out to be the only person that really could. And that scared me. I’d spent so long building up an image of people and then you changed all that. At one time I did doubt whether you actually had feelings for me or just wanted me because I was there. Then I saw this look in your eyes that broke my heart. It was after I came back from leaving for the summer and we had that argument. You stopped responding to my insults and just stood there looking at me. I knew then that you had real feelings for me and that I’d just pushed them too far. I’ve never had anyone care about me as much as you do and I hope you know that I care about you just as much. You’re the most amazing, beautiful person I’ve ever had the pleasure of meeting and I love you completely. I was lucky to find you and I’m never letting you go. You’re stuck with me now.

He watched as Jess broke down in front of him.

Registrar: Miss Harris can we have yours please.

Jess (tearfully): Kris. You make me laugh, you make me cry but, overall, you make me happy. Being with you has changed me so much, for the better. I like the calming effect you have on me. I guess you melted my heart. I love you and I’m going to spend the rest of my life making sure that you know just how much. You are incredible and I’m blessed to have you.

He started to break down to.

Registrar: Do you, Francis Kristopher Fisher, take Jessica Florida Harris to be you lawful wedded wife?

Kris: I do.

Registrar: Do you, Jessica Florida Harris, take Francis Kristopher Fisher to be your lawful wedded husband?

Jess: I do.

She linked her fingers through Kris's as they stood looking at one another.

Registrar: I now pronounce you man and wife. You may kiss the bride.

Kris didn't need telling twice. He pulled Jess to him and kissed her passionately, taking both their breaths away. That kiss was still in the forefront of his mind years later.


Back in the pub

Zoe: You've never told us your vows before. They were beautiful.

Zak: I agree.

Kris took a sip of his drink as he tried to regain his composure. Talking about his wedding had been harder than expected.

Kris (quietly): Thanks. Took me hours to write them.

He smiled softly at his friends before pulling himself back together.

Kris: So which one of you two is going next?


I hope that makes sense.

So sad! But it's beautifully written and I want to read more.

xxx

Just read that last part and if I wasn't crying before...I am now

The vows were lovely, the whole flashback was sweet.

Fab, even if it's got me in tears. xxx

Just read it all
fantastic Tash
Written beautifully
So emotional but brilliant
Cant wait for more

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Originally posted by KrisFisher<3:
Just read that last part and if I wasn't crying before...I am now

The vows were lovely, the whole flashback was sweet.

Fab, even if it's got me in tears. xxx

Exactly, thats twice now you've had me in tears Tash

Brilliant ,please do more

Tash this is pure excellent writing!
So emotional, but so defining in a different way!
Sooooo good!

Sorry, i'm rambling now!

Fab Though Tash!
Can't Wait For More

x x

awww that was so sweet

Thanks so much for all the comments.
More soon.

Okay I'm actually sat here sobbing!
I'm still hoping Jess isn't dead and something else, unexpected, happened! That's just silly!
Please update soon Tash!
x

Awwwwwwwwwww so sad
This is really good
Please continue soon

Thanks Caitlin and Rach.
Writing more now.

Omg
I've just read this from the beginning and I'm sitting in tears!
The wedding vows were amazing.
Can't wait to reaad more...even if I will cry!
x

Thanks Hollie.

Chapter four

After sitting and listening to more memories ranging from the fight at the fresher's ball to when he had been locked in the bathroom with her, Kris drained his last drink and left the pub. He wanted the chance to be on his own for a while. A few minutes later, Kris found himself in front of Jess's headstone once again.

Kris (muttering): Stupid cow.

He sat back down on the bench and ran his fingers through his hair.

Kris: There are so many things that I want to say but you have no idea how ridiculous I feel sat here talking to a mound of earth. Well this is me giving it a go anyway. The kids are doing great. Joey looks exactly like you and Olive definitely has your way with words. It's not helping her at school mind. Overly opinionated I believe they told me. At least you can't argue that it's my fault any more. I get to win this round Princess.

His voice started to grow weaker as he continued.

Kris (quietly): We all miss you. This isn't how it was supposed to be Jess. I made all these plans for us and having to do them on my own is hard. I've spent all day celebrating your life as you asked so please allow me these few minutes to mourn.

For the first time since the funeral, Kris let himself have this freedom. He knew that Jess would understand his need for it.

Fab Tash
But So Sad
The Emotions Conveyed Feel So Real, Which Makes it So Emotional To Read!
But Fantastic and I Cant Wait For More

x x