it was the next day

louise: when is your hospital appointment

jasmine: this afternoon, i'm going with josh

louise: i thought you wanted me to come

jasmine: in case you haven't noticed josh is the dad and i think he has a right to say goodbye to his....

jasmine ran into the bathroom and started to puke

louise: (muttering to herslef) baby

warren came out of the bedroom

warren: where is she

louise: in..

jasmine: she has a name and as i've told you a million times you are not my dad or big brother. stay out

warren: do you hear this lou, your living under my roof and you've just turned yourself pregnant. i don't think you have a right to tell me to stay out

jasmine: it's my own personal stuff, i'm going to josh's

warren: oh no your not

louise: warren, there going to the hospital

warren: good, i don't want that scumbag raising your baby anyway, it's best you just get rid

jasmine: josh is not a scumbag and it's not called getting rid, it's called having an abortion

jasmine stormed out and went to josh's. she was starting to have second thoughts

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josh and jasmine were standing outside the clinic. jasmine had been doing a lot of thinking

jasmine: josh, sit down, we need to talk

josh: is it about the baby

jasmine: what do you think

josh: sorry

jasmine: josh, i wanna keep it

josh: what...are you sure, what about your exams

jasmine: loads of teenage mums pass there A levels, there's centers and stuff like that

josh: a baby's a lot of responsibilty

jasmine: your the one who said you wanted to keep it

josh: jasmine, i think you really need to think about this

jasmine: josh, we'd have a baby, our own child. you can do your A levels, then get a job. louise will help and i'm sure your family will aswell.

josh: you've just recovered from your eating disorder, what if it starts again

jasmine: it won't, not if i have a baby inside me

josh: just go home and think about it, then mabye next week we'll come. it'll give you a whole week to think about it

jasmine: josh, it's my baby

jasmine broke into tears

josh: hey, don't cry and it's my baby too, don't you think we should decide together

jasmine: promise me something

josh: what

jasmine: even if we get rid of the baby you will always love me

josh: always, for ever and ever

jasmine: your so cheesy, but i love you

they walked home together in the shining sun, it was a proper fairytale

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louise: so, did you get it

jasmine: umm...yeah

louise: jas

jasmine: what

louise: i can tell when ur lying

jasmine: ok, me and josh are gonna decide properly then get the abortion

louise: well, i'm fine with that but warren won't be

jasmine: warren dosen't have to know

louise: you know i hate keeping secrets

jasmine: that's rubbish, you've kept plenty of secrets and you know it

louise: no, i'm telling warren and tha's final

louise left the flat. jasmine's life was falling to peices. she was pregnant, her boyfriend didn't want her baby and she was starting school the next day. she knew she was terrible at making friends. she felt her life was going down the drain. she felt like there was only one solution, food. she knew she shouldn't, but she had too. she grabbed food from the food and stuffed it all in her mouth. 2 minutes later she was in the bathroom making herself sick. she really regreted it, there was a baby inside her and she made herself sick. will she ever recover

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it was jasmine's first day of school. she really didn't want to go, partly because she didn't want anyone to know she was pregnant and secondly she had made herself sick. but she'd decided that she should go otherwise louise or josh might get suspicious. jasmine was walking to the ashworth's, she was going with josh

hannah: hi, josh, jasmine's here

jasmine: can i..

hannah: yeah, sure come in, i need to talk to you

jasmine: me, why

hannah: josh told me about you too and that your pregnant

jasmine: what, i told him not to breathe a word to anyone

hannah: he looked worried about something yesterday so i talked to him

jasmine: just stay out...please

hannah: i don't want josh raising any babies, he's my little brother and i don't want him to end in the same situation as he did with amy

jasmine: yeah, well i'm different, it's actually his child

josh: hi jas

jasmine: hi, josh i need to talk to you

hannah was still in the kitchen

jasmine: in private

hannah: i'm going

........

jasmine: why did you tell hannah

josh: i don't know, she's cool with it anyway

jasmine: she wants us to get rid of it, it's not up to her

josh: so you still wanna keep it

jasmine: i don't know

josh: can we talk later, we're gonna be late

jasmine: fine, we'll talk after school

in the common room
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josh and jasmine were kissing each other

michela: ooh josh, you got yourself a new bird

josh: shut up michela

michela: hi, i'm michela mcqueen

jasmine: jasmine, jasmine summers

michela: your the louise's sister, did she kill sean

josh: mics

jasmine: louise is innocent, just leave her out

michela: i bet you know who killed him

josh: michela, stop

michela: sorry, i'm just curious

jasmine: it's none of your business, stay out

michela: ooh, touchy

jasmine: say one more thing about louise or me and i'll kill you

michela: we all know louise is guitly, no point in denying it

jasmine was so angry, she lashed out at michela and started pulling her hair. josh grabbed jasmine by the waist and yanked her off michela.

josh: (whispering) stop it, you'll hurt yourself, not forgetting that

jasmine: (whispering) it's barley developed, stop moaning

michela: you've messed up my hair, not to mention you fat bum practically sitting on me

jasmine started to feel self-consious

josh: shut up michela

michela: why should i

jasmine: BECAUSE I'M AN ANOREXIC

jasmine stormed out of the common room, josh was shocked. she knew jasmine had made herslef sick again

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jasmine ran, ran as fast as she could. she had to get away from josh, she knew he would only have a go at her. jasmine ran out, she was feeling dizzy and suddenly she fainted.

josh: jasmine, jasmine wake up

russ: josh, what's happened

josh: she was running and suddenly she fainted

russ felt jasmine's pulse, it was going but very slowly

josh: is she alright

russ: phone an ambulance

josh quickly got out his phone and was trying to dial 999, he couldn't , he was too scared. russ took the phone off josh and dialed it himself

russ: just stay calm josh, stay calm

michela: omg, what's happened

josh: she fainted

michela: this is all my fault, what if she dies

josh: don't blame yourself, at least you know no

at the hospital
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josh: what's happened, what are they doing

louise came in

louise: i came as fast as i could, what happened

josh: she just collapsed

louise: i wanna see her

russ: josh already tried, there's no point

louise: well i'm family, they have to let me see her

suddenly a doctor came into the waiting area

josh: how is she, where is she, is she alright

doctor: calm down, where's her sister

louise: over here

doctor: can we talk, in private

louise: josh, you come as well

josh: are you sure

louise: yes, now come on

doctor: jasmine is suffering from a serious eating disorder, we have no choice but to admit her to hospital. and as for the baby, she's had a miscarriage.

louise was shocked, she burst into tears. josh was so shocked he couldn't even cry.

josh: but she was eating, she ate right in front of my face

doctor: this is common with many bulimics, they'll eat in front of people but make themselves sick afterwards

louise: she said to me she wouldn't go there, she said it too my face

doctor: i'm so sorry

josh: can...can we see her.

doctor: yes, but please stay very calm whilst your with her

louise and josh stepped into the ward and looked to there sides. there she was, a drip attached to her hand, looking pale in the face. it was only this morning she was happy and telling josh how much she loved him.

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josh: hi jas, how u doing

jasmine: louise, can i speak to josh, in private

louise: i don't think...

jasmine: please

louise: you've got 10 minutes

louise left the room, she had a lot of thinking to do

josh: what have you done

jasmine: get me out josh, we can go away together, no one to tell us what to do, we can do anything we want

josh: i...i can't, your dangerously ill

jasmine: there just over reacting, i'll eat...i promise

josh: i don't wanna go through what happened to hannah again

jasmine: if you loved me, you'd get me out of here

josh: no, that is not loving you. loving you is protecting you, keeping you well.

jasmine: please josh

josh: no, what if you die

jasmine: why is everyone so worried, i'm not eating, big deal

josh got out his phone and showed it to jasmine. on it was a picture of hannah when she was ill.

josh: i will not let that happen to you

jasmine: why do u even have it

josh: whenever i look at that picture it reminds me how much i have to take care of you and hannah.

louise came into the room

louise: 10 minutes up

jasmine: go, both of you

josh: i'll go louise, i'll see u tomorrow jas

josh left the room, he would not let it happen again. he would do anything to get jasmine better

louise: why, why do this again, you said you wouldn't go back there

jasmine: well i'm not gonna say i might become anorexic again, am i

louise: if you'd told me, i would of helped you

jasmine: i'm fine, i don't need help!!

louise: you're ill, all i wanna do is protect you

jasmine: stop saying that, i'm sick of people saying they wanna help me, i'm sick of it

louise: how did you get pregnant

jasmine: what

louise: you heard me, how did you even have your periods if you were so thin

jasmine: it was probably a one off thing, it just proves i was getting fatter

louise: your not fat, you were gorgeous

jasmine: were

louise: when someone is anorexic, i would not call that gorgeous, it's...

jasmine: just leave!!!

jasmine burst into tears, two nurses came rushing in. they told louise to go.
louise left crying her eyes out.

the flat
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louise was packing a bag for jasmine, warren came in

louise: why weren't you answering your phone

warren: i told you, i was in a meeting....are you leaving

louise: it's jasmine, she's in hospital

warren: oh my god, what's happened

louise explained everything to warren. he was shocked.

warren: i'll take her stuff

louise: i think the last person she'll wanna see is you

warren: please, you've talked to her so now let me

louise: ok, but don't be angry, it's not her fault

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what????

warren came into the ward jasmine was in

jasmine: what do u want

warren: to help you

jasmine: like you know how i feel

warren: why

jasmine: why what

warren: why do this to yourself, why destroy your whole body, ruin your whole life

jasmine: why do you think

warren: why didn't you talk to someone

jasmine: because once you tell someone that you have a eating disorder people with just treat you differently. every day there constantly worried about you, thinking if you've made yourself sick.

warren: did you ever consider counselling

jasmine: unless you've had it before you will never know what it feels like. people think that we can recover straight away, never look back on what's happened. it's not like that, it will always be in my life, it will never disapear.

warren: i know it can't go completely but you at least once somebody knows you don't have to live in secrecy

jasmine: yeah, well everyone knows now. look where it's put me

warren: we've put you somewhere where you can recover properly, you will get better

jasmine: thanks warren but just go...you don't need to be here

warren: i'll see you soon

warren stood up and he noticed something

warren: are you eating solids

jasmine: that's why i'm in here

warren: aren't you meant to be on a drip

jasmine had removed the drip from her hand when no one was looking. she would do anything not to put on weight.

jasmine: no

warren: i may not know much about eating disorder's but i know that if your not eating your meant to be on a drip

jasmine: warren don't...please

warren: nurse...NURSE!!!

jasmine: warren, NO!!

nurse: what's wrong

jasmine: warren don't...please, just go!!!!

warren: her drip

jasmine: i'm fine, just leave me alone

nurse: can you please leave sir

warren didn't want to go but he knew staying would only make him more scared. another nurse came in and held jasmine down, she was kicking her legs, screaming. trying to aviod the drip at all costs.

jasmine: get off me!!!

nurse: stay calm jasmine, everything will be just fine

jasmine was still fighting against the nurses, another nurse had to come in. they held jasmine down whilst the nurse tried to insert the drip into jasmine. in the end the nurse have up, she went to speak to the doctor

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what????

i was bumping up the thread so u dont lose it
(it was already on the end of the 2nd page)