i was sat in the SU bar with nathan. jess was sat opposite them trying not to look bothered. god who was she trying to fool. i thought i would rub it it. i turned nathan's head by delicately putting two fingers under his chin and rotating his head 45% so he was centimetres from my face. i leaned into to kiss him and snogged him. in the corner of my eye i could see jess looking more and more fidgety. she got out her phone and ran to the bathroom eyes full of tears. suddenly a rush of guilt ran over my body. i know we are not going out or anything but i can;t help the way i feel about her can i? oh well its her fault for agreeing to be just friends with me. i decided to run after by making up some excuse of having a weak bladder. idiot nathan believed it. i crept up to the girls toilets and eligently slid in. some girls give them me a wierd look but i shushed them and winked which made them go into a fit of giggles. jess was on the phone with someone in the toilets. kris put his ear against the cubicle door and listened in. jess: (on the phone) zoe i don't know how i'm going to cope it is killing me. the way he is all over nathan like that. its so unfair. plus it was his idea to bring me along and what for so he can just show off his new boyfriend. i tell you what zoe im coming home siya in 10. she hung the phone up and came out of the cubicle. she gasped when she saw me jess: and what are you doing in here? kris: so im annoying you eh? he smiled jess: how come you was listening to my conversation? kris: i was wondering why you wondered off like that jess: its because .... my phone started doing lazytown bing bang ringtone (lol) and i looked at the caller. kris: its nathan jess: of course ... bye kris she walked out of the toilets. i looked down at my phone again. and pressed the red button furiously. why did he always have to be there in awkward moments. i walked out of the toilets and sat down at the table with nathan. alone and bored.
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nathan was talking about lectures and i just lost interest from the first word he said. in my point of view i don't get why im talking to him because he's only there to make jess jealous. why am i so obsessed with her. she is a spoilt snob who gets her own way in life, but on the other hand she is one of the beautifulist, argumentitive caring person he ever knew. he smiled which annoyed nathan. nathan: what an earth are you smiling about i just told you i failed my exam. kris: oh that's nice ... i've got to go now. i pulled the chair back but i felt someone grab my arm. i turned round it was nathan what a suprise. he leant into kiss me but i leant back and wriggled out of his grip. i walked towards the door and opened it. it wasn't a pretty sight in the night of hollyoaks. tramps were laid on benchs asleep and drunk. teenagers no older than 13 with big bottles of beer in their greedy hands. most people had a can of lager and a kebab - or a pizza. suddenly someone through up right in front of me. yellowy liquid spouted from his mouth onto the cold concrete floor. whoever it was tears were streaming down her face and was choking fierecly. kris: hey are you ok? the person looked up and i gasped. kris: jess? what are you doing back here? jess: i could say the same about you *she had cold and hate in her eyes* i thought you would be with nathan. kris: no he was boring me he wasn't up for anything else apart from a chat so i thought i would come back home. jess: what to find me? eh? finish were we left off? sleep with me then go back with him and call me names. forget it kris just go away. she fell to the floor. (she was stil awake) kris: jess im not leaving you in this state you can barely walk. jess: ok then i held out my hand which she grabbed gratefully. i put my arm round her because she said she was dizzy. she still kept on complaining so i lifted her up and carried her all the way home. it seemed a long walk home even though it was close to the SU. i was dreading going back for some reason. probably because i would have to leave jess because she wouldn't want me there. we approached the front door and i got my key out. i walked quietly into the kitchen. jess was asleep. god if this wasn't torture i don't know what is. i went towards her bedroom and placed her gently on the bed. she still had her arms wrapped me so i had to take them off gently. she opened her eyes. she pulled me back down on the bed. i cuddled up to her. falling asleep and loving every moment dreading when she woke up she will be sober....
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my eyes flickered open. i felt someones arms wrapped around me. my arms was wrapped round someone too. i looked over and smiled. it was jess. she was still asleep. she had so many names. jessica,jess,jessy,gorgeous,beautiful.... ok then the last 2 names were special names i made up for her. i looked over at her alarm clock. 7:15. great. then something happened which i have been dreading. she opened her eyes. she looked shocked at first to see me and i wasnt sure what to expect her reactions would of been. she just looked at me with those beautiful big blue eyes of hers. she finally broke the silence. jess: what are you doing in my bedroom if you don't mind me asking. kris: no not at all .... well you was crying and drunk so i carried you home and i put you on ur bed but u insisted of me to sit next to you. jess looked shocked. jess: oh my god im so sorry! you should of just told me to go away. i feel real bad now kris: oh don't be i didn't mind *sighs* infact it was ok. i turned around and once again stared into her beautiful eyes. any other feelings just evaporated into the air apart from love. after a few moments i looked away because i couldn't bare the thought that i couldn't have her. i stood up kris: anyway i better go i opened the door but stopped when i heard my name being mentioned. jess: kris! wait! i turned around kris: yep jess: thanks for last night i really appreciate it i smiled kris: its ok jess stood up and walked towards me. i gulped nervously not knowing what to expect. she came up to me and kissed me eligantly on the lips. she parted her lips and smiled at me and sat back on her bed and started getting her clothes out. i froze for a few seconds but realised i had to go out. i walked out of the bedroom confused and shut the door. i went into my room and into my bed. it was all cold. i prefered jess to be sleeping next to me. so we could be wrapped up into each others arms. i was so confused. how can she kiss me like that and it not to mean anything. god she was so wierd sometimes. i laid down on my back falling asleep because most of the night was taken away by looking at jess. i layed back and dreamt of jess.
really gd by tomorrow do u mean the 8th or thr 7th because it was early morning on the 7th
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