Hey people! This is my new fic!!!

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Slowly she lifted her head off her pillow and last night came back. How could she do that? Slip back into her old ways. She jumped up and ran downstairs. As she touched the wooden floor with her bare feet, she gasped because of the cold. She walked into the kitchen and put 3 slices of bread in the toaster. She needed to keep her weight the same, or her doctor would know. She wasn't hungry, but knew she had to do it.
"You alright Hannah?" Josh asked, stood in the kitchen doorway. He'd watched everything. The way she ran downstairs, how fast she was at putting the bread in.
"Yeah... Fine." She lied. Her eyes were filled with fear and Josh had noticed. He walked over to her and gave her a hug.
"What happened?" He asked. Hannah thought for a moment.
"I couldn't help it Josh. It only just hit me that I'd never see him again. I m-made myself sick!" Tears slipped from her eyes. Josh held her. He knew it would happen soon, and now it has.
"It's ok... You'll be ok." He told her. She continued to sob into his shoulder.
"I m-miss him s-so much! I know what he did was wrong but w-when Beth d-died I thought it w-would be better. Why did he d-do this to us? Why did he kill himself?" Hannah cried harder and walked out of the room. Josh stayed where he was and heard her sobbing in the front room. Her toast popped and Josh buttered it then brought it through to her.
"Thanks." She said
"No problem. I'll be upstairs, ok?"
"Yeah, ok." Hannah smiled at him as he ran back upstairs.
No more, Hannah. She thought.
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