Katie. "I think I take more chances on stage then I do in real life but you can't learn anything if you don't challenge yourself. And don't say "terminally". If you love to perform then you have no choice, just keep training and focus on the words or the music whenever you find yourself slipping back inside yourself. You're not doing anyone any favors if you withhold your talents from the world"
Sorry, I am busy at the moment with exams. I promise I will post again sometime tomorrow around 5 ish, if thats ok?? Maths exam tomorrow... AHHH... lol.
Okay doke Good luck with your exam! Can't wait to read more whenever you can! xxx
Katie. "I think I take more chances on stage then I do in real life but you can't learn anything if you don't challenge yourself. And don't say "terminally". If you love to perform then you have no choice, just keep training and focus on the words or the music whenever you find yourself slipping back inside yourself. You're not doing anyone any favors if you withhold your talents from the world"
Kris, Sarah, Elliot, Zoe, Zak, Hannah and I sat in the living room playing drinking games. It was all part of the fun of being a student. Hannah was giggling at Elliot because he kept talking about his favourite aliens.
"Whats the time?" I asked as the room began to spin. "Its erm... 10.30!" Kris said excitedly. "Cassie should be home by now." I slurred. "Josh will take good care of her." Hannah said reasuringly. "Ohh..looks like i've finnished my bottle of wine. You all know what that means!" I shouted. "SPIN THE BOTTLE!" Everyone shouted in unison.
I placed the bottle on the floor as everyone got into a circle. I spun the bottle and it landed on Hannah, I then spun it again and it landed on Elliot.
"Go on Elliot plant those allien loving lips on her!" I said giggling. "I don't know, I mean Hannah might not want to." Elliot said looking at the floor.
Everyone looked at Hannah to see what she was going to do. She shrugged and leaned forward towards Elliot. Gently she kissed his lips and then pulled away. Kris put his arms around my waist and kissed my cheek. Cassie stormed in the door but stopped when she saw us all in the living room.
"What are you doing?" Cassie asked. "Playing spin the bottle. How was your date?" I asked. "It was good untill Amy came over crying!" She said angrily. "Amy is Josh's ex-girlfriend." Hannah said. "I know. Looks like thats me out the picture." Cassie said walking away sadly. "Cassie I'll come and talk to you in a minuite." I shouted after her. "Amy is with a guy called Ste. She better not mess my brother around again." Hannah said angrily. "Aww.. Cassie must really like Josh." Zoe said. "I guess she is just second best at the moment." I said sadly.
Sorry this is a bit rubbish. It was really rushed. More up later hopfully. xxx
Katie. "I think I take more chances on stage then I do in real life but you can't learn anything if you don't challenge yourself. And don't say "terminally". If you love to perform then you have no choice, just keep training and focus on the words or the music whenever you find yourself slipping back inside yourself. You're not doing anyone any favors if you withhold your talents from the world"
I woke up with a text message from Josh. It read,Cassie, meet me in MOBS at 11. xxx I immediatly texted him back and quickly got changed, leaving my hair messy and without applying much make-up except for some mascara.
"Where you going?" Kris asked as I was about to run out the door. "Just for a little fresh air." I lied. "Your meeting Josh aren't you?" Kris asked with his sneeky littl smile. "Maybe. Please don't tell Jess!" I pleaded. "She said you had to revise today!" Kris protested. "But I have to meet Josh. Please please please Kris!" I begged. "Ok. But I didn't even see you leave. Right?" Kris said smiling. "Right. Thankyou!" I shouted as I ran to the village.
I waited for Josh at MOBS. I saw myself in a small mirror on the wall. I still didn't recognise my new look. Josh was right, I did look cleaner.
"Hey." Josh said grabbing my shoulders and making me jump. "Hi!" I said excitedly. "I felt like I should explain about what happened last night." Josh said sitting opposite me. "Yeh, walking home in the dark was kinda scary." I admitted. "Sorry. Amy is my ex-girlfriend. Were just mates and she has been having a tough time at home and with her boyfriend. I promised I would always be there for her and thats why I couldn't walk you home." He said. "Its ok. I thought I was getting bumped out the picture though." I said sadly. "No way! Fancy seeing a film tonight?" He asked. "Yeh sure, what film?"I asked. "Err... how about P.s I love you?" Josh asked. "You like romantic chick flicks?" I asked laughing. "Yeh... I have a romantic side!" He said laughing. "CASSIE!" I herd a voice shout that resembled Jessicas.
I grabbed Josh's hand and pulled him out of his seat.
"Wow, where are we going?" Josh asked running along with me. "My sister thinks I'm revising all day! She can't catch me, she'll Kill me!" I said still running but with no idea where I was going. "This way!" Josh said leading me up a small allyway.
We ran up the small allyway which Jessica wouldn't dream about coming up. Josh's body was pressed up against mine and I could feel his hot breath on my neck.
"She won't look up here. Lets go through here though" I said smiling at Josh. "No, lets stay here." Josh said leaning forward and kissing me on the lips.
He then kissed me more passionatly and I responded. I had butterflies in my stomach as he put his hand up my top.
"CASSIE!" I herd Jessica yell again.
Josh pulled away quickly and so did his hand! Jessica was making her way up the allyway with a discusted face on as she carefully tried not to stand on anything dirty.
"What do you think your playing at?" Jess snapped. "What?" I asked angrily. "Why was his hand up your top?" Jessica shouted. "Oh calm down. Don't act like Kris doesn't ever feel you up!" I said beginning to get angry. "Your 15! Why aren't you home studying?" Jess spat. "I had more important things to do." I said beaming at Josh. "Did Kris let you out?" She asked. "No... I sneeked out." I lied looking at the floor. "Your lying." Jess said. "No, I'm not." I lied again looking at the floor. "Yes you are, you look at the floor when you lie and you just did it twice!" Jess said grabbing my am and pulling me down the allyway. "Text me the times of the cinema!" I shouted to Josh. "Ok." He yelled back still smiling despite the stupid words of my sister.
Aww that's really sweet that she sneaked out to see him, and I suppose it is sort of sweet that Jess is looking out for her sister lol! Love this Holly xxxxxxx
Katie. "I think I take more chances on stage then I do in real life but you can't learn anything if you don't challenge yourself. And don't say "terminally". If you love to perform then you have no choice, just keep training and focus on the words or the music whenever you find yourself slipping back inside yourself. You're not doing anyone any favors if you withhold your talents from the world"
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Kris's Pov...
I sat on the couch trying to recover from a hangover. I was drinking loads of water and watching Jeremy Kyle.
"You are in big trouble Cassie." I herd Jess say entering the door. "But thats so unfair, I'm 15 and alloud to have fun." Cassie protested. "Cassie.. your out your room?" I asked trying to make sure Jess didn't catch on that I had actually let her go out. "Shut up Kris. I know all about it." Jess said. "I.. I ..." I said worringly. "He had his hands up your top. All guys want is some action Cassie. How could you be so stupid? You have only Known him for a couple of days." Jess rambled on.
I saw Cassie looking at me hopelessly. She obviously really liked Josh. Jess was only trying to do whats right but she was going a bit too far.
"Calm down Jess. I feel you up all the time!" I said lifting myself of the sofa. "See... I knew it!" Cassie said beaming at Jess. "Not infront of Cassie, Kris!" Jess snapped. "I'm just standing up for her. Your being your usuall cow self." I said getting anoyed at her. "Well at least I'm not a stupid tranny who can't be bothered even looking after a teenage girl!" Jess shouted back at me. "Wow, calm down guys." Cassie said seeing Jess and I standing only inches away from each other. "Cassie, go to my room!" Jess snapped. "But can I go to the movies tonight?" Cassie asked hopefully. "Yes, ok. Just get to my room now!" Jess yelled.
Cassie ran off to Jess's room and Jess gave me and evil look. I knew what was coming, an evil rant and an even more boring apologie.
"You are such an Idiot." Jess snapped. "Your rather grouchy at the moment. Something up?" I asked backing away from her. "No. I'm just anoyed that you would let her out when I told you not to. You never listen Kris!" Jess snapped at me. "Here we go.." I said rolling my eyes. "Oh don't give me that Fisher." Jess said as she began to grin. "Princess. Calm down." I said getting up and hugging her. "Don't hug me when I'm angry at you!" Jess said pushing me away from her.
I sat on the edge of the sofa and waited for Jess to calm down.
"I'm sorry." She said as she finally calmed down. "You should be Cow." I said laughing. "Oi, thats a bit mean." Jess said giggling.
Jess jumped on my and I flew back onto the sofa. She kissed me pasionatly and then pulled away. She stared at me.
"What?" I asked. "Nothing.." Jess said kissing me lightly on the lips. "Jess.." I said looking at her pretty face. "What?" She asked. "I love you." I said smiling at her. "I...I ..." Jess began to say but then she began to shake.
She was shaking violently and I made a space for her on the floor whilst she had a fit.
"CASSIE!" I yelled. "What??" Cassie asked running into the living room.
Cassie froze when she saw Jess. She looked shocked and upset.
"Call an ambulence Cass." I shouted.
Cassie didn't reply or move. I was supporting Jess's neck and didn't want to leave.
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Katie. "I think I take more chances on stage then I do in real life but you can't learn anything if you don't challenge yourself. And don't say "terminally". If you love to perform then you have no choice, just keep training and focus on the words or the music whenever you find yourself slipping back inside yourself. You're not doing anyone any favors if you withhold your talents from the world"
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Jess's Pov...
I woke up in a hospital room. I had been in one before when I couldn't eat properly. It was scary. I didn't know how I had got here or what was going on, a doctor entered the room and smiled when he saw me.
"Miss Harris, how are you feeling?" He asked me. "A bit dissy and I have a sore head." I answered. "Shall I bring in your friends before I give you the news about your condition?" He asked. "Er... Yes." I said still feeling slightly dazed, the last thing I remeber was being with Kris.
The doctor opened the door and gestured for people to come in. Zoe, Zak, Kris, Cassie, Elliot and Hannah all came into the room. Cassie rushed up to me and hugged tightly.
"I'm so glad your ok." Cassie said. "What happened?" I asked. "You had a fit." She said in my ear.
Kris bent down on the other side of me and took my hand. He kissed my cheek and smiled.
"Alright Princess?" Kris asked me. "I suppose. Kris is something really wrong with me?" I asked slightly scared. "No!! How could anything be rong with a selfish cow like yourself." Kris joked. "Jess. I'm sorry I've not been spending much time with you lately." Zoe said standing at the end of my bed. "It's fine, your going out with Zak and don't have enough time. I understand." I said sympathetically although I was missing my best friend.
The doctor was looking at his notes. He looked at me and smiled again. He wouldn't be smiling if I was seriously ill would he?
"Miss Harris. I know exactly what is wrong with you." The doctor said looking up from his notes again. "Wrong with me?" I asked sadly. "Well, have you had any sickness recently?" He asked. "Yes. I threw up a few times in the mornings of last week." I answered still concerned. "Dissyness?" He questioned. "Yes. When I stand up to fast." I admitted. "And do you have a husband or a boyfriend?" He asked. "What does that matter? Are you trying to come on to an ill person?"I said angrily. "Miss Harris please answer the question." He said. "Yes, I'm her boyfriend." Kris said standing up.
I never called Kris my boyfriend because he used to get scared by the word. He would get commitment issues and start to be horrible to me. I was so happy that he had finally said that he was my boyfriend.
"Well, congratualations your going to be a father." The doctor said. "WHAT?" I said extreemly shocked. "You are pregnant Jessica. The fit could have been caused by stress,lack of sleep or drinking alcohol." He said.
I looked at Kris. His mouth was wide open. I didn't want to say anything infront of anyone incase Kris blew up on me again. He looked scared and thats one thing I never see in him. He is always pretending to be fearless but this was writted all over his face.
"Lets give these guys some privacy." Zoe said opening the door.
Zak, Elliot, Hannah, The Doctor and Cassie left after her. I looked at Kris who was looking at the floor.
"I'm sorry Kris. I didn't plan this." I said sadly. "Your sorry? Why would you be sorry Jessica?" Kris asked looking at me. "You mean you want me to have this baby?" I asked slightly shocked. "OvCorse I do!" Kris shouted, his face lightening up with joy. "Really?" I asked thinking he was joking. "Well put it this way I would only want a one person to have my baby and they have to be the best." Kris said beaming at me. "So... were going to have a baby?" I asked as tears sprung to my eyes. "Were going to have a baby!" Kris yelled lifting me out of the bed and twirling me around in the air.
I put my legs around his waist and looked down at him. I smiled and kissed him pasionatly.
"I won't be able to do this much longer." Kris said laughing.
Cassie,Zoe and Hannah had their heads around the door and were smiling.
"Common.. tell us whats going on!" Cassie yelled. "Were having a baby!" I screamed.
I made my way to Josh's house. He was having a party because his family had gone away on holidy but he didn't want to go. When I got there the party was already in full swing.
"Hey beautiful." Josh said kissing my cheek as I entered his house. "Hi.." I said happilly. "This is Michalea and Ste.." Josh said introducing me. "Hi.." I said smiling at them. "Oh and come with me.." Josh said holding my hand and leading me into the kitchen. "Can I have a drink?" I asked. "Yeh sure. But this is Fletch,my best friend." Josh said. "Hello..." I said sweetly. "I'll get that drink for you. Go on socialise." He said pushing me into the living room.
I looked around to see lots of people getting together, dancing and drinking. Most of the girls were falling all over guys. It was completely different to St.Albans. A party there was fully supervised with absolutly no alcohol or sex.
"Cassie! Hi!" Amy said running up to me and hugging me tightly.
I have to admit. I didn't think Amy liked me but obviusly she was making an effort for Josh which was lovely. She was holding hands with that Ste. He was really weird, he kept giving me strange looks.
"Hi Amy." I said hugging her back. "This is my boyfriend Ste," Amy said. "Weve met Amy." Ste said bluntly. "Oh sorry, I didn't know." Amy said. "Want a drink Cassie?" Ste asked me. "Er yes ok." I said not really knowing if I should. "I'll just go get it." Ste said walking off. "Soooo, how are things with Josh?" Amy asked. "They are good I think. I really like him." I admitted. "Yeh? Thats good. Josh deserves someone like you. Want to go shopping tomorrow?" Amy asked. "Yeh.. I'd love to." I said happily.
Ste returned and gave me the drink. I drunk it quite quickly. It didn't taste bad but it wasn't that nice. Full of alcohol I presumed. Before long I began to loose sence of what I was doing and where I was. I stumbled into a room and saw a bed through my blurred vision. I lay down on it and all went blank. I woke up to see Ste glaring at me.
"How are you Cassie?" Ste asked me. "Whatt? Whatt is going on? I want Josh please go get him." I slurred. "Why would you want Ste when you've got me?" He said climbing ontop of me. "Get off me. RIGHT NOW!" I shouted.
Ste was powerfull he held my arms down and began to kiss me. I tryed to move my head to get away from him. He was just so powerfull.
"Ok, we don't have to kiss then. It just sometimes makes it better." Ste said ginning at me evily. "PLEASE STOP!" I screamed as loud as posible.
Ste moved his arm and began to take of my trousers. I tried to kick and shout but no one could hear me over the noise. He put his hand over my mouth so that I couldn't scream any more.
"Don't worry, It won't hurt." Ste said stroking my hair. "Please...Josh!!!" I mumbled.
The door burst open and Josh ran straight up to us.
"WHATS GOING ON?" Josh screamed. "She was all over me. I'm sorry." Ste lied. "Josh. He tried to rape me. Please belive me I would never do this to you." I begged him.
Josh punched Ste in the face and immediatly ran over to me. He hugged me tightly as I cryed into his chest. He kissed my head softly. Ste got up off the floor and ran out the room.
"Your staying here with me tonight. I don't want Jess seeing you upset." Josh said stroking my hair. "Thanks for beliving me Josh." I whispered, calming down slightly. "I love you Cassie. I really do." Josh said smiling at me. "I love you too Josh." I said happily.
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